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Favorite Twilight Book Quotes Part 1

Twilight is currently my favorite guilty pleasure. I did 2 blog entries already of my favorite movie quotes, so I thought I’d go ahead and write 2 more entries on my favorite book quotes. Here are my favorites from chapters 1 to 12. You can check out part 2 here.

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Here’s part of the conversation between Charlie and Bella during their drive to Forks from the airport. Charlie just told her about the truck Billy was selling.

“What year is it?” I could see from his change of expression that this was the question he was hoping I wouldn’t ask.

“Well, Billy’s done a lot of work on the engine – it’s only a few years old, really.”

I hoped he didn’t think so little of me as to believe I would give up that easily. “When did he buy it?”

“He bought it in 1984, I think.”

“Did he buy it new?”

“Well, no. I think it was new in the early sixties – or late fifties at the earliest,” he admitted sheepishly.

“Ch – Dad, I don’t really know anything about cars. I wouldn’t be able to fix it if anything went wrong, and I couldn’t afford a mechanic…”

“Really, Bella, the thing runs great. They don’t build them like that anymore.” The thing, I thought to myself… it had possibilities – as a nickname, at the very least.

—-

This is one of the first conversations between “chess-club” Eric and Bella.

“So, this is a lot different than Phoenix, huh?” he asked.

“Very.”

“It doesn’t rain much there, does it?”

“Three or four times a year.”

“Wow, what must that be like?” he wondered.

“Sunny,” I told him.

“You don’t look very tan.”

“My mother is part albino.”

—-

Here’s how Bella described Mike. It’s mean though.

Mike, who was taking on the qualities of a golden retriever, walked faithfully by my side to class.

—-

Here’s the discussion between Carlisle, Bella and Edward at the hospital after the accident.

“Can’t I go back to school?” I asked, imagining Charlie trying to be attentive.

“Maybe you should take it easy today.”

I glanced at Edward. “Does he get to go to school?”

“Someone has to spread the good news that we survived,” Edward said smugly.

—-

Here’s Bella and Edward’s argument at the hospital. I really liked how this scene played out in the movie. A lot of the lines used were direct quotes as well.

“Nobody will believe that, you know.” His voice held an edge of derision now.

“I’m not going to tell anybody.” I said each word slowly, carefully controlling my anger.

Surprise flitted across his face. “Then why does it matter?”

“It matters to me,” I insisted. “I don’t like to lie – so there’d better be a good reason why I’m doing it.”

“Can’t you just thank me and get over it?”

“Thank you.” I waited, fuming and expectant.

“You’re not going to let it go, are you?”

“No.”

“In that case… I hope you enjoy disappointment.”

—-

This is one of my favorite scenes, when Edward came up to Bella the day after watching her turn down Tyler.

“I was wondering if, a week from Saturday – you know, the day of the spring dance -“

“Are you trying to be funny?” I interrupted him, wheeling toward him. My face got drenched as I looked up at his expression.

His eyes were wickedly amused. “Will you please allow me to finish?”

I bit my lip and clasped my hands together, interlocking my fingers, so I couldn’t do anything rash.

“I heard you say you were going to Seattle that day, and I was wondering if you wanted a ride.”

That was unexpected.

“What?” I wasn’t sure what he was getting at.

“Do you want a ride to Seattle?”

“With who?” I asked, mystified.

“Myself, obviously.” He enunciated every syllable, as if he were talking to someone mentally handicapped.

I was still stunned. “Why?”

“Well, I was planning to go to Seattle in the next few weeks, and, to be honest, I’m not sure if your truck can make it.”

“My truck works just fine, thank you very much for your concern.” I started to walk again, but I was too surprised to maintain the same level of anger.

“But can your truck make it there on one tank of gas?” He matched my pace again.

“I don’t see how that is any of your business.” Stupid, shiny Volvo owner.

“The wasting of finite resources is everyone’s business.”

“Honestly, Edward.” I felt a thrill go through me as I said his name, and I hated it. “I can’t keep up with you. I thought you didn’t want to be my friend.”

“I said it would be better if we weren’t friends, not that I didn’t want to be.”

“Oh, thanks, now that’s all cleared up.” Heavy sarcasm. I realized I had stopped walking again. We were under the shelter of the cafeteria roof now, so I could more easily look at his face. Which certainly didn’t help my clarity of thought.

“It would be more… prudent for you not to be my friend,” he explained. “But I’m tired of trying to stay away from you, Bella.”

His eyes were gloriously intense as he uttered that last sentence, his voice smoldering. I couldn’t remember how to breathe.

“Will you go with me to Seattle?” he asked, still intense.

I couldn’t speak yet, so I just nodded.

He smiled briefly, and then his face became serious.

“You really should stay away from me,” he warned. “I’ll see you in class.”

—-

This is another of my favorite scenes, when Edward asked Bella to sit with him during lunch for the first time.

“Edward Cullen is staring at you again,” Jessica said, finally breaking through my abstraction with his name. “I wonder why he’s sitting alone today.”

My head snapped up. I followed her gaze to see Edward, smiling crookedly, staring at me from an empty table across the cafeteria from where he usually sat. Once he’d caught my eye, he raised one hand and motioned with his index finger for me to join him. As I stared in disbelief, he winked.

“Does he mean you?” Jessica asked with insulting astonishment in her voice.

“Maybe he needs help with his Biology homework,” I muttered for her benefit. “Um, I’d better go see what he wants.”

I could feel her staring after me as I walked away.

When I reached his table, I stood behind the chair across from him, unsure.

“Why don’t you sit with me today?” he asked, smiling.

I sat down automatically, watching him with caution. He was still smiling. It was hard to believe that someone so beautiful could be real. I was afraid that he might disappear in a sudden puff of smoke, and I would wake up.

He seemed to be waiting for me to say something. “This is different,” I finally managed.

“Well…” He paused, and then the rest of the words followed in a rush. “I decided as long as I was going to hell, I might as well do it thoroughly.”

—-

Here’s more from the conversation during their first lunch together.

He chuckled. “What are your theories?”

I blushed. I had been vacillating during the last month between Bruce Wayne and Peter Parker. There was no way I was going to own up to that.

“Won’t you tell me?” he asked, tilting his head to one side with a shockingly tempting smile.

I shook my head. “Too embarrassing.”

“That’s really frustrating, you know,” he complained.

“No,” I disagreed quickly, my eyes narrowing, “I can’t imagine why that would be frustrating at all – just because someone refuses to tell you what they’re thinking, even if all the while they’re making cryptic little remarks specifically designed to keep you up at night wondering what they could possibly mean… now, why would that be frustrating?”

He grimaced.

“Or better,” I continued, the pent-up annoyance flowing freely now, “say that person also did a wide range of bizarre things – from saving your life under impossible circumstances one day to treating you like a pariah the next, and he never explained any of that, either, even after he promised. That, also, would be very non-frustrating.”

—-

This is still from the same lunch scene, and I’m including this because of the superhero quote which was also used in the movie. However, in the book, Edward was smiling when he said the line. It’s weird, because I can’t seem to picture it that way. I guess I’m stuck with Robert Pattinson’s intense, broody delivery of “What if I’m… the bad guy?” Not that I’m complaining.

“Please tell me just one little theory.” His eyes still smoldered at me.

“Um, well, bitten by a radioactive spider?” Was he a hypnotist, too? Or was I just a hopeless pushover?

“That’s not very creative,” he scoffed.

“I’m sorry, that’s all I’ve got,” I said, miffed.

“You’re not even close,” he teased.

“No spiders?”

“Nope.”

“And no radioactivity?”

“None.”

“Dang,” I sighed.

“Kryptonite doesn’t bother me, either,” he chuckled.

“You’re not supposed to laugh, remember?”

He struggled to compose his face.

“I’ll figure it out eventually,” I warned him.

“I wish you wouldn’t try.” He was serious again.

“Because… ?”

“What if I’m not a superhero? What if I’m the bad guy?” He smiled playfully, but his eyes were impenetrable.

—-

This is still from the same scene. If I read Twilight during my school days, I would probably be quoting the ditching is healthy line everyday.

I jumped to my feet. “We’re going to be late.”

“I’m not going to class today,” he said, twirling the lid so fast it was just a blur.

“Why not?”

“It’s healthy to ditch class now and then.”

—-

This the scene where Bella nearly fainted during blood typing. I like Bella’s humor.

“Bella.” Edward’s voice was right beside me, relieved now. “Can you hear me?”

“No,” I groaned. “Go away.”

—-

What the movie lacked I think was a bit more of Edward and Bella’s casual bantering. But again, I’m not complaining.

“You were right,” I moaned, letting my eyes close.

“I usually am – but about what in particular this time?”

“Ditching is healthy.” I practiced breathing evenly.

“You scared me for a minute there,” he admitted after a pause. His tone made it sound like he was confessing a humiliating weakness. “I thought Newton was dragging your dead body off to bury it in the woods.”

“Ha ha.” I still had my eyes closed, but I was feeling more normal every minute.

“Honestly – I’ve seen corpses with better color. I was concerned that I might have to avenge your murder.”

—-

Here’s another funny scene with Edward and Bella snapping at each other.

We were near the parking lot now. I veered left, toward my truck. Something caught my jacket, yanking me back.

“Where do you think you’re going?” he asked, outraged. He was gripping a fistful of my jacket in one hand.

I was confused. “I’m going home.”

“Didn’t you hear me promise to take you safely home? Do you think I’m going to let you drive in your condition?” His voice was still indignant.

“What condition? And what about my truck?” I complained.

“I’ll have Alice drop it off after school.” He was towing me toward his car now, pulling me by my jacket. It was all I could do to keep from falling backward. He’d probably just drag me along anyway if I did.

“Let go!” I insisted. He ignored me. I staggered along sideways across the wet sidewalk until we reached the Volvo. Then he finally freed me – I stumbled against the passenger door.

“You are so pushy!” I grumbled.

—-

Another of their funny scenes.

“How old are you, Bella?” His voice sounded frustrated for some reason I couldn’t imagine. He’d stopped the car, and I realized we were at Charlie’s house already. The rain was so heavy that I could barely see the house at all. It was like the car was submerged under a river.

“I’m seventeen,” I responded, a little confused.

“You don’t seem seventeen.”

His tone was reproachful; it made me laugh.

“What?” he asked, curious again.

“My mom always says I was born thirty-five years old and that I get more middle-aged every year.”

—-

Another of their interesting scenes, which makes more sense once you read the draft of Midnight Sun (a retelling of Twilight from the perspective of Edward).

“Would she extend the same courtesy to you, do you think? No matter who your choice was?” He was suddenly intent, his eyes searching mine.

“I-I think so,” I stuttered. “But she’s the parent, after all. It’s a little bit different.”

“No one too scary then,” he teased.

I grinned in response. “What do you mean by scary? Multiple facial piercings and extensive tattoos?”

“That’s one definition, I suppose.”

“What’s your definition?”

But he ignored my question and asked me another. “Do you think that I could be scary?” He raised one eyebrow, and the faint trace of a smile lightened his face.

I thought for a moment, wondering whether the truth or a lie would go over better. I decided to go with the truth. “Hmmm… I think you could be, if you wanted to.”

—-

Here’s the scene where Jacob told Bella that the Cullens were vampires.

I tried to keep my voice casual. “So how does it fit in with the Cullens? Are they like the cold ones your greatgrandfather met?”

“No.” He paused dramatically. “They are the same ones.”

—-

This passage was the part where I was able to totally connect to Bella’s character.

That had always been my way, though. Making decisions was the painful part for me, the part I agonized over. But once the decision was made, I simply followed through – usually with relief that the choice was made. Sometimes the relief was tainted by despair, like my decision to come to Forks. But it was still better than wrestling with the alternatives.

—-

Here’s another of my favorite scenes, when Edward saved Bella in Port Angeles.

“Are you okay?” I asked, surprised at how hoarse my voice sounded.

“No,” he said curtly, and his tone was livid.

I sat in silence, watching his face while his blazing eyes stared straight ahead, until the car came to a sudden stop. I glanced around, but it was too dark to see anything beside the vague outline of dark trees crowding the roadside. We weren’t in town anymore.

“Bella?” he asked, his voice tight, controlled.

“Yes?” My voice was still rough. I tried to clear my throat quietly.

“Are you all right?” He still didn’t look at me, but the fury was plain on his face.

“Yes,” I croaked softly.

“Distract me, please,” he ordered.

“I’m sorry, what?”

He exhaled sharply. “Just prattle about something unimportant until I calm down,” he clarified, closing his eyes and pinching the bridge of his nose with his thumb and forefinger.

“Um.” I wracked my brain for something trivial. “I’m going to run over Tyler Crowley tomorrow before school?”

He was still squeezing his eyes closed, but the corner of his mouth twitched. “Why?”

“He’s telling everyone that he’s taking me to prom – either he’s insane or he’s still trying to make up for almost killing me last… well, you remember it, and he thinks prom is somehow the correct way to do this. So I figure if I endanger his life, then we’re even, and he can’t keep trying to make amends. I don’t need enemies and maybe Lauren would back off if he left me alone. I might have to total his Sentra, though. If he doesn’t have a ride he can’t take anyone to prom…” I babbled on.

“I heard about that.” He sounded a bit more composed.

“You did?” I asked in disbelief, my previous irritation flaring. “If he’s paralyzed from the neck down, he can’t go to the prom, either,” I muttered, refining my plan.

Edward sighed, and finally opened his eyes.

“Better?”

“Not really.”

I waited, but he didn’t speak again. He leaned his head back against the seat, staring at the ceiling of the car. His face was rigid.

“What’s wrong?” My voice came out in a whisper.

“Sometimes I have a problem with my temper, Bella.” He was whispering, too, and as he stared out the window, his eyes narrowed into slits. “But it wouldn’t be helpful for me to turn around and hunt down those…” He didn’t finish his sentence, looking away, struggling for a moment to control his anger again. “At least,” he continued, “that’s what I’m trying to convince myself.”

—-

Here’s the ever famous dazzling quote. I don’t think they used the word “dazzle” in the movie though.

“You really shouldn’t do that to people,” I criticized. “It’s hardly fair.”

“Do what?”

“Dazzle them like that – she’s probably hyperventilating in the kitchen right now.” He seemed confused.

“Oh, come on,” I said dubiously. “You have to know the effect you have on people.”

He tilted his head to one side, and his eyes were curious. “I dazzle people?”

“You haven’t noticed? Do you think everybody gets their way so easily?”

He ignored my questions. “Do I dazzle you?”

“Frequently,” I admitted.

—-

Again, some more banter.

“Okay, then.” I glared at him, and continued slowly. “Let’s say, hypothetically of course, that… someone… could know what people are thinking, read minds, you know – with a few exceptions.”

“Just one exception,” he corrected, “hypothetically.”

“All right, with one exception, then.” I was thrilled that he was playing along, but I tried to seem casual. “How does that work? What are the limitations? How would… that someone… find someone else at exactly the right time? How would he know she was in trouble?” I wondered if my convoluted questions even made sense.

“Hypothetically?” he asked.

“Sure.”

“Well, if… that someone…”

“Let’s call him ‘Joe,'” I suggested.

He smiled wryly. “Joe, then. If Joe had been paying attention, the timing wouldn’t have needed to be quite so exact.” He shook his head, rolling his eyes. “Only you could get into trouble in a town this small. You would have devastated their crime rate statistics for a decade, you know.”

“We were speaking of a hypothetical case,” I reminded him frostily.

He laughed at me, his eyes warm.

“Yes, we were,” he agreed. “Shall we call you ‘Jane’?”

—-

The way this scene was written in the movie was close enough, and captured the humor of the situation.

“Why do you think you can’t hear me?” I asked curiously.

He looked at me, his eyes enigmatic. “I don’t know,” he murmured. “The only guess I have is that maybe your mind doesn’t work the same way the rest of theirs do. Like your thoughts are on the AM frequency and I’m only getting FM.” He grinned at me, suddenly amused.

“My mind doesn’t work right? I’m a freak?” The words bothered me more than they should – probably because his speculation hit home. I’d always suspected as much, and it embarrassed me to have it confirmed.

“I hear voices in my mind and you’re worried that you’re the freak,” he laughed.

—-

Here is the first time Edward and Bella talked about Jacob.

“Tricked him how?” he asked.

“I tried to flirt – it worked better than I thought it would.” Disbelief colored my tone as I remembered.

“I’d like to have seen that.” He chuckled darkly. “And you accused me of dazzling people – poor Jacob Black.”

—-

Here’s the scene when Bella admitted that she knew Edward was a vampire.

“No. Nothing fit. Most of it was kind of silly. And then…” I stopped.

“What?”

“I decided it didn’t matter,” I whispered.

“It didn’t matter?” His tone made me look up – I had finally broken through his carefully composed mask. His face was incredulous, with just a hint of the anger I’d feared.

“No,” I said softly. “It doesn’t matter to me what you are.”

A hard, mocking edge entered his voice. “You don’t care if I’m a monster? If I’m not human!”

“No.”

—-

The first part was used repeatedly in the trailers. Again, the scene was a bit lighter in the book, but I can’t read it now without thinking of how intense Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart were. Once more, not that I’m complaining.

“How old are you?”

“Seventeen,” he answered promptly.

“And how long have you been seventeen?”

His lips twitched as he stared at the road. “A while,” he admitted at last.

“Okay.” I smiled, pleased that he was still being honest with me. He stared down at me with watchful eyes, much as he had before, when he was worried I would go into shock. I smiled wider in encouragement, and he frowned.

“Don’t laugh – but how can you come out during the daytime?”

He laughed anyway. “Myth.”

“Burned by the sun?”

“Myth.”

“Sleeping in coffins?”

“Myth.” He hesitated for a moment, and a peculiar tone entered his voice. “I can’t sleep.”

It took me a minute to absorb that. “At all?”

“Never,” he said, his voice nearly inaudible. He turned to look at me with a wistful expression. The golden eyes held mine, and I lost my train of thought. I stared at him until he looked away.

—-

I think I must have missed the importance of this part when I first read Twilight. I have to agree with Robert Pattinson’s observation that while reading the book, you seem to have the sense of security that Edward is in control, that he wasn’t really struggling that much. But reading Midnight Sun, you realize that he was, and that’s how Robert Pattinson portrayed it. He decided to make the character a bit more edgy, more dangerous, more conflicted.

“Tell me why you hunt animals instead of people,” I suggested, my voice still tinged with desperation. I realized my eyes were wet, and I fought against the grief that was trying to overpower me.

“I don’t want to be a monster.” His voice was very low.

“But animals aren’t enough?”

He paused. “I can’t be sure, of course, but I’d compare it to living on tofu and soy milk; we call ourselves vegetarians, our little inside joke. It doesn’t completely satiate the hunger – or rather thirst. But it keeps us strong enough to resist. Most of the time.”

—-

In this scene, Edward seems to finally realize that Bella was beginning to have feelings for him too.

“You might have called me,” I decided.

He was puzzled. “But I knew you were safe.”

“But I didn’t know where you were. I -” I hesitated, dropping my eyes.

“What?” His velvety voice was compelling.

“I didn’t like it. Not seeing you. It makes me anxious, too.” I blushed to be saying this out loud.

He was quiet. I glanced up, apprehensive, and saw that his expression was pained.

“Ah,” he groaned quietly. “This is wrong.”

I couldn’t understand his response. “What did I say?”

“Don’t you see, Bella? It’s one thing for me to make myself miserable, but a wholly other thing for you to be so involved.” He turned his anguished eyes to the road, his words flowing almost too fast for me to understand. “I don’t want to hear that you feel that way.” His voice was low but urgent. His words cut me. “It’s wrong. It’s not safe. I’m dangerous, Bella – please, grasp that.”

“No.” I tried very hard not to look like a sulky child.

—-

Okay, of course I cannot NOT include this part.

About three things I was absolutely positive. First, Edward was a vampire. Second, there was part of him – and I didn’t know how potent that part might be – that thirsted for my blood. And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.

—-

Here’s from the first time they went to school together. I liked it better in the movie, with “Spotlight” playing on the background and Edward in shades and all.

He turned to smirk at me. “What, no twenty questions today?”

“Do my questions bother you?” I asked, relieved.

“Not as much as your reactions do.” He looked like he was joking, but I couldn’t be sure.

I frowned. “Do I react badly?”

“No, that’s the problem. You take everything so coolly – it’s unnatural. It makes me wonder what you’re really thinking.”

“I always tell you what I’m really thinking.”

“You edit,” he accused.

“Not very much.”

“Enough to drive me insane.”

—-

I loved this part too. Thanks to Jessica’s inquisitiveness, Edward would hear how Bella felt about him.

“I guess I’ll see you in Trig.” She gave me a meaningful look, and I suppressed a sigh. What on earth was I going to tell her?

“Yeah, I’ll see you then.”

She walked away, pausing twice to peek back over her shoulder at us.

“What are you going to tell her?” Edward murmured.

“Hey, I thought you couldn’t read my mind!” I hissed.

“I can’t,” he said, startled. Then understanding brightened his eyes. “However, I can read hers – she’ll be waiting to ambush you in class.”

I groaned as I pulled off his jacket and handed it to him, replacing it with my own. He folded it over his arm.

“So what are you going to tell her?”

“A little help?” I pleaded. “What does she want to know?”

He shook his head, grinning wickedly. “That’s not fair.”

“No, you not sharing what you know – now that’s not fair.”

He deliberated for a moment as we walked. We stopped outside the door to my first class.
“She wants to know if we’re secretly dating. And she wants to know how you feel about me,” he finally said.

“Yikes. What should I say?” I tried to keep my expression very innocent. People were passing us on their way to class, probably staring, but I was barely aware of them.

“Hmmm.” He paused to catch a stray lock of hair that was escaping the twist on my neck and wound it back into place. My heart spluttered hyperactively. “I suppose you could say yes to the first… if you don’t mind – it’s easier than any other explanation.”

“I don’t mind,” I said in a faint voice.

“And as for her other question… well, I’ll be listening to hear the answer to that one myself.”

—-

Here’s what Bella said.

“So you like him, then?” She wasn’t about to give up.

“Yes,” I said curtly.

“I mean, do you really like him?” she urged.

“Yes,” I said again, blushing. I hoped that detail wouldn’t register in her thoughts.

She’d had enough with the single syllable answers. “How much do you like him?”

“Too much,” I whispered back. “More than he likes me. But I don’t see how I can help that.”

—-

And here’s how Edward felt about it.

“Do you truly believe that you care more for me than I do for you?” he murmured, leaning closer to me as he spoke, his dark golden eyes piercing.

I tried to remember how to exhale. I had to look away before it came back to me. “You’re doing it again,” I muttered.

His eyes opened wide with surprise. “What?”

“Dazzling me,” I admitted, trying to concentrate as I looked back at him.

“Oh.” He frowned.

“It’s not your fault,” I sighed. “You can’t help it.”

“Are you going to answer the question?”

I looked down. “Yes.”

“Yes, you are going to answer, or yes, you really think that?” He was irritated again.

“Yes, I really think that.” I kept my eyes down on the table, my eyes tracing the pattern of the faux wood grains printed on the laminate. The silence dragged on. I stubbornly refused to be the first to break it this time, fighting hard against the temptation to peek at his expression.

Finally he spoke, his voice velvet soft. “You’re wrong.”

—-

Here’s an ironic barb from Edward.

“Of all the things about me that could frighten you, you worry about my driving.”

—-

Here’s another sample of their light-hearted bantering.

“Why did you go to that Goat Rocks place last weekend… to hunt? Charlie said it wasn’t a good place to hike, because of bears.”

He stared at me as if I was missing something very obvious.

“Bears?” I gasped, and he smirked. “You know, bears are not in season,” I added sternly, to hide my shock.

“If you read carefully, the laws only cover hunting with weapons,” he informed me. He watched my face with enjoyment as that slowly sank in.

“Bears?” I repeated with difficulty.

“Grizzly is Emmett’s favorite.” His voice was still offhand, but his eyes were scrutinizing my reaction. I tried to pull myself together.

“Hmmm,” I said, taking another bite of pizza as an excuse to look down. I chewed slowly, and then took a long drink of Coke without looking up.

“So,” I said after a moment, finally meeting his now-anxious gaze. “What’s your favorite?”

He raised an eyebrow and the corners of his mouth turned down in disapproval. “Mountain lion.”

“Ah,” I said in a politely disinterested tone, looking for my soda again.

“Of course,” he said, and his tone mirrored mine, “we have to be careful not to impact the environment with injudicious hunting. We try to focus on areas with an overpopulation of predators – ranging as far away as we need. There’s always plenty of deer and elk here, and they’ll do, but where’s the fun in that?” He smiled teasingly.

“Where indeed,” I murmured around another bite of pizza.

“Early spring is Emmett’s favorite bear season – they’re just coming out of hibernation, so they’re more irritable.” He smiled at some remembered joke.

“Nothing more fun than an irritated grizzly bear,” I agreed, nodding.

—-

I’m including this quote because, well, the word “twilight” was mentioned and discussed.

“It’s twilight,” Edward murmured, looking at the western horizon, obscured as it was with clouds. His voice was thoughtful, as if his mind were somewhere far away. I stared at him as he gazed unseeingly out the windshield.

I was still staring when his eyes suddenly shifted back to mine.

“It’s the safest time of day for us,” he said, answering the unspoken question in my eyes. “The easiest time. But also the saddest, in a way… the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don’t you think?” He smiled wistfully.

“I like the night. Without the dark, we’d never see the stars.” I frowned. “Not that you see them here much.”

—-

Here’s the second time Jacob and Bella talked about Edward.

“Nice ride.” Jacob’s voice was admiring. “I didn’t recognize the driver, though. I thought I knew most of the kids around here.”

I nodded noncommittally, keeping my eyes down as I flipped sandwiches.

“My dad seemed to know him from somewhere.”

“Jacob, could you hand me some plates? They’re in the cupboard over the sink.”

“Sure.”

He got the plates in silence. I hoped he would let it drop now.

“So who was it?” he asked, setting two plates on the counter next to me.

I sighed in defeat. “Edward Cullen.”

To my surprise, he laughed. I glanced up at him. He looked a little embarrassed. “Guess that explains it, then,” he said. “I wondered why my dad was acting so strange.”

—-

Here’s part of a conversation between Charlie and Bella.

“I didn’t get a chance to talk to you tonight. How was your day?”

“Good.” I hesitated with one foot on the first stair, searching for details I could safely share. “My badminton team won all four games.”

“Wow, I didn’t know you could play badminton.”

“Well, actually I can’t, but my partner is really good,” I admitted.

—-

Here’s part of the same conversation between Charlie and Bella, and the essence of this line was included in the movie when Bella told Charlie that “I don’t mind being alone. I mean, I guess I’m kinda like my dad in that way.”

“I’ve never minded being alone – I’m too much like you.” I winked at him, and he smiled his crinkly-eyed smile.

—-

Why is Edward perceived as the perfect man? Because he asks a lot of questions and listens to Bella’s answers.

He wanted to know about people today: more about Renée, her hobbies, what we’d done in our free time together. And then the one grandmother I’d known, my few school friends – embarrassing me when he asked about boys I’d dated. I was relieved that I’d never really dated anyone, so that particular conversation couldn’t last long. He seemed as surprised as Jessica and Angela by my lack of romantic history.

“So you never met anyone you wanted?” he asked in a serious tone that made me wonder what he was thinking about.

I was grudgingly honest. “Not in Phoenix.”

Narnia Fan Fiction: Letters to Polly (Part 2)

Here’s my second attempt at Narnian fan fiction. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to go on with this, given that Swanwhite already did something quite similar before. However, I noticed that I have a bad habit of not finishing things that I’ve begun, so I decided to finish this off so that I can start my next project, which Lea suggested – a letter from Alberta Scrubb to her friend complaining about the changes she noticed in Eustace. (I guess you can tell I’m beginning to enjoy writing fan fiction).

Anyway, here’s Professor Kirke’s next letter to Polly after hearing about the adventures of the Pevensies in Narnia. If you haven’t read part 1, it would be a good idea to read it first here.

My dear friend Polly,

I told you that I had a feeling that the children would have more adventures in Narnia, and I was right. This morning, I heard a knock on my study door again. It wasn’t a timid knock, like the last time; it was more of a firm rat-tat-tat-tat. I hurriedly opened the door because I had a feeling that it would be the children, and it was. The four children stood quite straight and proper on the hallway, and said, “Good morning, Professor” rather formally. “Good morning, children,” I replied, and looked at each of them solemnly. They looked back at me without blinking, until I asked, “It was Jadis, wasn’t it? I sure hope you have dealt with her before leaving Narnia. It is only quite logical to do so.” They all looked at each other and burst out in laughter, then they bounded inside my study and pulled chairs for themselves.

The entire story tumbled out, with each of the children finishing the other’s sentence. Indeed, the White Witch was our old acquaintance Jadis, just as I feared. I forgot to ask them how she came to be in Narnia in the first place – I mean, what about the Tree of Protection? I must ask Peter tomorrow. Also, hundreds and hundreds of years have already passed since the beginning of Narnia, and there were many kings of Narnia after King Frank. I knew time passed differently there, but I didn’t expect how fast it was compared to ours. 

Anyway, it seems that Edmund did something really bad when they first got there. The other children skirted over the topic and wouldn’t go into details, out of consideration for poor Edmund. I must ask Peter about it in private tomorrow. The result was that Edmund was supposed to die in the hands of Jadis. I asked them what happened, since Edmund was very much alive in front of me and I doubt if Jadis would willingly let him go. There was an awkward silence, until Edmund himself begun to talk in a quiet voice. Did you know what happened next? Aslan himself took Edmund’s place and was killed by the White Witch. Imagine that! I couldn’t believe it at first – remember how Aslan didn’t even flinch when Jadis threw an iron bar at him? How could she hurt him this time, and hurt him enough to kill him? I asked them repeatedly if they were certain that he actually died, but Susan assured me of this point. She is not a liar and is not given to exaggerations, nor is she mad. So I must conclude that what she says is true. There are things about this that I don’t fully understand yet; I really must ask Peter for more details tomorrow.

While I was busy trying to grasp the concept of Aslan dying, Lucy excitedly broke into my thoughts by saying that Aslan did not stay dead – he rose again! She described the scene of his resurrection breathlessly, and I could almost imagine the magic in the air and the music in the winds when it happened. Oh, what I would give to be there with him at that moment! I suddenly remember how he looked at me with tears in his eyes and told me that we must be good to each other, for only we knew what grief was. Perhaps he was thinking forward to the moment when he would have to die for a son of Adam, in order to save all of Narnia.

Aslan (and his army) proceeded to kill the White Witch and defeat her minions, and the four Pevensie children became kings and queens of Narnia. They were there for more than twenty years, until they found themselves back through the wardrobe at the spare room.

At that point, Peter looked sheepish and told me that they were very sorry, but they “borrowed” four coats from the wardrobe since it was very cold on their first day together in Narnia, but they did not know where to find those now. I told them not to worry, and gave them a lot of sage advice which they would do well to remember. I do hope you can come and visit when the opportunity comes, so that you can meet them and hear the story for yourself.

Ever your friend,

Digory Kirke

Photo grabbed from Pinterest at this link.

Favorite Twilight Movie Quotes Part 2

 

As I mentioned earlier, Twilight is currently my favorite guilty pleasure. Anyway, here are some quotes from the second half of the movie. You can check out the first half here.

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Angela: (putting her camera lens down) Oh.. my… God… (sees Edward opening the door to his Volvo for Bella)

Bella: (uncomfortably) You know, everyone’s staring.

Edward: (looking like he was enjoying himself) Not that guy… No, he just looked. (puts his hand on Bella’s shoulder) I’m breaking all the rules now anyway… (pulls her closer to him) since I’m going to hell.

———-

Bella: Does a person have to be dying… to become like you?

Edward: No… That’s just Carlisle… He’d never do this to someone who had another choice.

Bella: So how long have you been like this?

Edward: Since 1918.. That’s when Carlisle found me… dying of Spanish influenza.

Bella: What was it like?

Edward: The venom was excruciating. But what Carlisle did was much harder. Not many of us have the restraint to do that.

Bella: But didn’t you just have to… bite?

Edward: Not exactly… When we taste… human blood… a sort of frenzy begins. It’s almost impossible to stop.

Bella: That’s what Carlisle did?

Edward: First with me, then with his wife, Esme.

Bella: So is Carlisle the real reason why you don’t… kill people?

Edward: No, he’s not the only reason… I don’t want to be a monster. My family… we think of ourselves as vegetarians. Cause we only survive on the blood of animals. But it’s like… a human only living on tofu. It keeps you strong, but it never… fully satisfies. Wouldn’t be like drinking your blood for instance.

———-

Bella: (surprised, as Edward jumps off her truck) Could you act human? I’ve got neighbors.

Edward: I’m gonna take you to my place tomorrow. (pulls on dent)

Bella: Thanks… Wait, with your family?

Edward: Yeah.

Bella: What if they don’t like me?

Edward: So you’re worried not because you’ll be in a house full of vampires, but because you think they might not approve of you? (laughs)

Bella: I’m glad I amuse you.

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Bella: (upon entering the Cullens house) This is incredible… So light and open, you know?

Edward: What did you expect? Coffins and dungeons and moats?

Bella: No, not the moats.

Edward: Not the moats.

———-

Rosalie: Is she even Italian?

Emmett: Her name’s Bella.

Carlisle: I’m sure she’ll love it no matter what.

Rosalie: Get a whiff of that… Here comes the human.

Esme: (runs up to Bella) Bella! We’re making Italiano for you.

Bella: Oh…

Edward: Bella, this is Esme, my mother for all intents and purposes.

Bella: Buon giorno?

Esme: Molto bene!

Carlisle: You’ve given us an excuse to use the kitchen for the first time.

Esme: I hope you’re hungry.

Bella: Yeah, absolutely!

Edward: (with a look at Esme) She already ate.

Rosalie: (breaks the bowl she’s holding) Perfect!

Bella: Yeah, it’s just that I… I know you guys don’t eat.

Esme: Of course, that’s very considerate of you.

Edward: Just ignore Rosalie. I do.

Rosalie: Yeah! Let’s just keep pretending like this isn’t dangerous for all of us.

Bella: I would never tell anybody anything.

Carlisle: She knows that.

Emmett: Yeah, well the problem is… you two have gone public now so…

Esme: Emmett!

Rosalie: No, she should know. The entire family will be implicated if this ends badly.

Bella: Badly as in… I, I would become the meal. (Edward and the others laugh, while Alice comes in through the window)

Alice: Hi Bella! I’m Alice. (gives her a hug) Oh, you do smell good.

Edward: Alice, what are you…?

Alice: It’s okay, Bella and I are gonna be great friends.

Carlisle: Sorry… Jasper is our newest vegetarian. It’s a little difficult for him.

Jasper: (with a pained expression) It’s a pleasure to meet you.

Alice: It’s okay, Jasper. You won’t hurt her.

Edward: (with an incredulous look) Alright, uh… I’m gonna take you for a tour of the rest of the house.

Alice: Well, I’ll see you soon.

Bella: Okay. (Edward guides her away with a backward look at his family)

Esme: So cute!

Alice: I know!

Carlisle: I think that went well.

———-

Bella: (looking at a framed mural) Graduation caps?

Edward: Yeah, uh… It’s a private joke. We matriculate a lot.

———-

Edward: You better hold on tight, spidermonkey. (stops at the top of one tree) Do you trust me?

Bella: (tightens grip on Edward) In theory.

———-

Charlie: I leave you alone too much. You should be around people.

Bella: I don’t mind being alone. I mean, I guess I’m kinda like my dad in that way.

———-

Bella: I thought you liked the Cullens.

Charlie: I thought you didn’t like any of the boys in town.

Bella: Edward doesn’t live… in town… (Charlie gives her a look).. technically…He’s right outside.

Charlie: He is?

Bella: Yeah, he wanted to meet you… officially.

Charlie: Alright. (loads gun) Bring him in.

Bella: Hey, could you be nice? He’s… he’s important. (Charlie makes a sign like a halo on his head).

Edward: Chief Swan, I wanted to formally introduce myself. I’m Edward Cullen.

Charlie: Hi Edward.

Edward: Bella won’t be out too late tonight. She’s just gonna play baseball with my family.

Charlie: Baseball?

Edward: Yes sir, that’s the plan.

Charlie: (looking at Bella, amused) Bella’s gonna play baseball… Well… good luck with that.

Edward: I’ll take good care of her I promise. (starts to leave with Bella)

Charlie: (to Bella) Hey… still got that pepper spray?

———-

Bella: Since when do vampires like baseball?

Edward: Well… it’s the American past time.

———-

Carlisle: (working over Bella and looking at the bitemark on her wrist) You got to make a choice. Either let the change happen.

Edward: No… no!

Alice: It’s gonna happen, Edward. I’ve seen it.

Edward: It doesn’t have to be that way.

Carlisle: She’s still hemorrhaging… Alice, make a tourniquet with your belt…

Edward: Carlisle. What’s my other option?

Carlisle: Tie it above my hands.

Edward: Carlisle!

Carlisle: (to Alice) Go… (turns to Edward) Try to suck the venom out.

Edward: You know I won’t be able to stop.

Carlisle: Find the will… to stop. But choose… She only has a few minutes left.

Edward: (looking at Bella) I’ll make it go away, Bella. I’ll make it go away.

———-

Bella: (at the hospital, after waking up) I’m alive because of you.

Edward: No, you’re in here because of me. The worst part of it was I thought I wouldn’t be able to stop.

Bella: You did stop…

———-

Edward: (before leaving for the prom with Bella) I’ll take care of her Chief Swan.

Charlie: (grunts sarcastically) Uh huh. I’ve heard that before.

———-

Edward: (after Jacob leaves) I leave you for two minutes and the wolves descend.

Favorite Twilight Movie Quotes Part 1

 

Twilight is currently a bit of guilty pleasure for me these days. In the movie, there are several quotes that are lifted verbatim from the books – or at least, with very little change. I put an asterisk on each quote for those.  Anyway, here are some quotes from the first half of the movie. You can read the second half here.

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Bella: (narrating) One of the best things about Charlie is he doesn’t hover. *

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Billy: (watching Bella and Jacob get in Bella’s truck to try it out for the first time) I’m down with the kids.

Charlie: (sarcastically) Oh yeah, dude, you’re the bomb.

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Jessica: (on first meeting Bella) Hey, you’re from Arizona, right?

Bella: Yeah.

Jessica: Aren’t people from Arizona supposed to be…. really tan?

Bella: Yeah, maybe… that’s why they kicked me out.

———-

Jessica: (telling Bella about Alice Cullen) She’s with Jasper, the blonde one who looks like he’s in pain.

———-

Edward: (smiles) So you’re enjoying the rain?

Bella: You’re asking me about the weather?

Edward: Yeah, I… I guess I am.

Bella: I don’t really like the rain. Any cold, wet thing, I don’t really… (Edward smiles ironically) What?

Edward: Nothing… (looks in the microscope) Anaphase.

Bella: Do you mind if I check?

Edward: Sure.

Bella: (looks in the microscope) Anaphase.

Edward: Like I said. (smiles) If you don’t like the rain so much, why did you move to the worst place in the continental US?

Bella: It’s complicated. *

Edward: I’m sure I can keep up. *

———-

Bella: (looking at Edward) Hey, did you get contacts? *

Edward: No. *

Bella: Your eyes… were black the last time I saw you. Now they’re like… golden brown.

Edward: Yeah, I know, it’s the, uh… fluorescents. (walks away)

———-

Bella: How did you get over to me so fast? *

Edward: I was standing right next to you, Bella. *

Bella: No, you were next to your car… across the lot.

Edward: No I wasn’t. *

Bella: Yes you were!

Edward: Bella, you hit your head. You’re confused. *

Bella: I know what I saw.

Edward: And what exactly was that?

Bella: You… stopped the van. You pushed it away with your hand.

Edward: Well, nobody’s going to believe you. *

Bella: I wasn’t gonna tell anybody. I just need to know… the truth. *

Edward: Can’t you just thank me and get it over with? *

Bella: Thank you. *

Edward: You’re not going to let this go, are you? *

Bella: No. *

Edward: Well then, I hope you enjoy disappointment. *

———-

Edward: What’s in Jacksonville?

Bella: How did you know about that?

Edward: You’re not answering my question.

Bella: Well, you don’t answer any of mine, so… (pauses) I mean, you don’t even say hi to me.

Edward: Hi.

Bella: Are you going to tell me how you stopped the van?

Edward: Yeah. I had an… adrenaline rush. It’s very common. You can Google it.

———-

Eric: (seeing Bella approach) Hey… La Push, baby, are you in?

Bella: Should I know what that means?

———-

Eric: And I don’t just surf the internet.

Jessica: Eric, you stood up ONE TIME. And it was a foam board.

———-

Eric: La Push, baby. It’s… La Push.

Bella: I’ll go if you stop saying that.

Mike: Seriously dude, it’s creepy.

———-

Edward: I’d rather hear your theories.

Bella: I have considered radioactive spiders and kryptonite. *

Edward: That’s all superhero stuff, right? What if I’m not the hero? What if I’m… the bad guy? *

———-

Edward: (after Bella invited him to La Push) I don’t know.

Bella: Is there something wrong with that beach?

Edward: It’s just a little… crowded. (next shot is of the deserted beach)

———-

Edward: I can read every mind in this room…. apart from yours. Money… sex…. money… sex…. cat…. And then you… Nothing. It’s very frustrating.

Bella: Is there something wrong with me? *

Edward: See I tell you I can read minds, and you think there’s something wrong with you?

Bella: What is it?

Edward: I don’t have the strength to stay away from you anymore. *

Bella: Then don’t.

———-

Bella: You’re impossibly fast, and strong…. Your skin is pale white and ice cold. Your eyes change color. And sometimes you speak like you’re from a different time. You never eat or drink anything. You don’t go out in the sunlight… (pauses) How old are you? *

Edward: Seventeen. *

Bella: How long have you been seventeen? *

Edward: (pause) A while. *

Bella: I know what you are.

Edward: Say it, out loud, say it.

Bella: Vampire.

Edward: Are you afraid?

Bella: No.

Edward: Then ask me the most basic question. What do we eat?

Bella: You won’t hurt me…

My Thoughts on TWILIGHT (the Movie)

Last Sunday, I saw TWILIGHT with my teenage niece only three days after reading the book for the first time. I had the advantage of not having to go through the “Rob Effect,” which is what Twilight author Stephenie Meyer called the rabid negative reaction of fans against Robert Pattinson’s casting as Edward Cullen. That’s mainly because I already knew beforehand that Cedric Diggory would now morph from a wizard to a vampire, and at that time, I really didn’t care.Making movie adaptations of a popular novel is always very tricky. I’m glad I realized early enough that I had to enjoy a movie adaptation for what it is – a movie – and not obsessively gripe over every single departure from the book. That is, IF the changes are minor and does not affect how the story goes or how the characters are written. I know moviemakers will never be able to put in all of my favorite scenes and dialogues from the novel, so that’s not a big deal for me, but I DO have an issue if the character itself is changed to add more drama (like the petty, rebellious High King Peter in Prince Caspian).

I’d say Twilight was pretty much a success in that it made the book come to life, and it really stayed true to the spirit of the novel. Here are some of my thoughts on the movie:

CASTING

Edward Cullen – Okay, so I mentioned the Rob Effect already. I don’t get it. Seriously, is there any human being who can live up to how people imagined Edward Cullen to be? Robert Pattinson is not a pretty boy like Zac Efron, or handsome in the Brad Pitt kind of way – but he’s a looker. Plus, he has a very chiseled face that can look both scary and beautiful at the same time. For some reason, he reminds me a bit of Heath Ledger. I think he’ll do well as a character actor by the way he portrayed the dark, conflicted side of Edward, which I didn’t really get from reading Twilight. (I understood it more when I read the leaked draft of Midnight Sun, a retelling of Twilight from Edward’s point of view). I particularly liked the way he first said “hello” to Bella during their Biology class – tentative, uncomfortable, but calculating. I also loved his reaction when Bella asked him if he got contacts, where he gave some incoherent excuse and stalked off. What an attractive, morose Byronic hero.

Bella Swan – Wow, Kristen Stewart was amazing, and physically, she’s how I imagined Bella to be – plain-looking but lovely. I was actually surprised at how her facial expressions, body posture and hand gestures were able to reveal the internal turmoil that Bella was going through. This was described in minute detail in the book, and I was worried the actress wouldn’t be able to show this on screen. But Kristen Stewart did, and I’m really impressed. My only problem was that I kept remembering her in Panic Room during the entire movie.

Charlie Swan – Well, that wasn’t how I imagined Charlie to be – I thought he’d be a bit more shy and quiet, but Billy Burke did a great job. I loved how he cocked a rifle when he told Bella to bring in Edward.

Alice Cullen – Ashley Greene was exactly how I imagined Alice to be, except that I pictured her to be even shorter in person, and have even shorter hair. Plus, I thought she should look a wee bit younger, but it really doesn’t matter. Her pitch during the baseball game looked a bit too difficult though, what with kicking her leg straight up like that.

Jasper Hale – Hmmm, Jackson Rathbone really DID look like he was in pain, but I wasn’t sure about the zombiesque look. Plus I thought Jasper should have been a bit bulkier, and more handsome. His character wasn’t that well-developed, but that’s not his fault.

Rosalie Hale – No offense, but I was imagining someone prettier than Nikki Reed. She’s pretty, just not… heartbreakingly beautiful, as I thought Rosalie would be. Well, I think I’m beginning to understand the Rob Effect. Anyway, I thought she did well in her bitchy moments.

Emmett Cullen – He’s big, he’s bulky, but I was imagining Emmet to be even taller, scarier… more like a bear. I don’t know where that came from, but on the whole I think Kellan Lutz did a great job, though this monkey man only got a few lines.

Carlisle Cullen – I, uh, didn’t really like Peter Facinelli in this role. There was just something about his face that creeped me out, I don’t know. Maybe his hair was too blonde or something.

Esme Cullen – I loved Elizabeth Reaser in the role as Edward’s mother “for all intents and purposes.” She was so pretty and so warm, but didn’t she look too… well, normal? She sort of looked like a regular person to me, not a vampire.

James – Cam Gigandet was very convincing as the hunter, a nomad vampire who’s out to get Bella and make her suffer, partly in order to aggravate Edward. He was definitely a good choice, because he looked scruffy and scary and his growls made me shudder.

MUSIC

I loved all the songs they picked for each scene. I wrote another blog entry about the songs from the movie, so I guess I don’t have to go into a lot of detail here. I especially liked the musical score, because it gave the movie an ethereal, haunting feel to it.

STORY

The story did not deviate too much from the plot of the book, which was a relief. The characters were also consistent with the description from the book. I’m so glad also that they lumped a lot of direct quotes from the book into the script, without making it sound contrived or awkward.

I particularly liked the scene when Bella was leaving Charlie. Unlike in the book, where the reader knows what the plan is, the movie had the element of surprise when Bella shut the door in Edward’s face, shouting that they’re relationship is over. When she gets to her room, the audience gasps because Edward is right there helping her pack, and then they understand the plan. Another scene I liked was Bella seeing her friends leave a restaurant, happy as a normal high school kid should be, while she was fleeing for her life, because it showed how her life could have been without Edward.

Of course, there were a couple of scenes I missed from the book. One was the time Edward sat alone at the cafeteria, away from the Cullens table, and signaled to Bella to join him there. I also loved the time when Edward caused a traffic jam in order to see Bella’s horrified expression when Tyler asked her to the spring dance. I also loved the time Bella fainted in Biology class and Edward carried her to the nurse.

COMPLAINTS

The movie is not perfect of course, and I do have some minor nit-picks.

1) It seemed that Edward only stopped sucking Bella’s blood because of Carlisle, who told him to stop. If Carlisle wasn’t there, he probably would’ve killed Bella outright. I guess that added drama, but it would have been better if Edward found the will on his own, without anyone making him stop.

2) It didn’t look as if Edward’s priority at the ballet studio was to save Bella’s life – in fact, he had to be reminded of the fact that his human girlfriend was about to die. In the book, his first concern was saving Bella, and he was able to overcome the temptation of her blood because he was so scared to lose her. In the movie, it seemed as if Carlisle and Edward weren’t in such a great hurry to check on Bella, conversing almost leisurely about her state.

3) I didn’t like the effects they did when Edward showed Bella how he looked like under the sunlight. If I didn’t know what to expect, I wouldn’t really get the point. His skin didn’t glitter or shimmer the way it should.

4) I don’t think it’s easy for people who haven’t read the book to understand why the Cullens – who were seven in all – didn’t just fight James and Victoria face to face, instead of splitting into three groups. They had the numbers in their favor after all.

5) The makeup of the vampires was rather inconsistent. When they were first introduced, they were all chalky pale-white with crimson lips, but in other scenes they look almost normal. Plus, usually only their faces were pale-white, the arms and neck look normal.

6) The effect of speeding up the tape to show how fast a vampire moves look rather… cheesy.

7) I didn’t like Edward’s spidermanish prowess of climbing trees. I didn’t know vampires had that power. But I did like the tree-top scene.

Complete Song List from Twilight

This is the complete song list from the first Twilight movie. To read the song list for New Moon, please click here.

1) Full Moon (The Black Ghosts) – track 3 in the soundtrack

– This was played when Bella left Phoenix to live with Charlie at Forks, up until she got to her room. The lyrics were particularly appropriate, since the song talked about leaving. “And I don’t know where I’ll go / And I don’t know what I’ll see / But I’ll try not to bring it back home with me…”

2) Eyes on Fire (Blue Foundation) – track 9 in the soundtrack

– This was played when Bella was waiting for Edward at the parking lot so that she could confront him about his creepy behavior the day before. Not only was the title of the song great for the scene (which opened with a close up of Edward’s flashing black eyes), but the lyrics represented Edward’s initial struggle with wanting to kill Bella. “I’ll seek you out / Slay you alive / One more word and you won’t survive…” Creepy.

3) Tremble for My Beloved (Collective Soul) – track 7 in the soundtrack

– This was played when Edward saved Bella’s life by stopping Tyler’s truck that was about to crash into her. Again, the song they picked for this scene was very well-chosen. “The hour has begun / Your eyes have now opened / To a world where madness craves / To a world where hopes enslaved / Oh, I’ll tremble for my love always…” The hour has come for Bella to realize that there was something supernatural about Edward, and for Edward to realize that he was beginning to fall in love with a human.

4) I Caught Myself (Paramore) – track 8 in the soundtrack

– This was played while Jessica and Angela were trying on prom dresses at Port Angeles, with a disinterested Bella looking on. The lyrics didn’t really match the scene per se, but it reflected the mental and emotional climate of Bella at that time. “You got it, you got it / Some kind of magic / Hypnotic, hypnotic / You’re leaving me breathless…”

5) Never Think (Robert Pattinson) – track 10 in the soundtrack

– This was played during Edward and Bella’s conversation over dinner at Port Angeles, after he saved her life again from the men who were about to attack her. This is one of my favorite scenes because Edward was beginning to open up to Bella about who he is and how he feels. I also loved the fact that the song was composed and sung by Robert Pattinson (the actor playing the role of Edward Cullen) himself. “Girl save your soul / Go on save your soul / Before it’s too far gone / And before nothing can be done / Cause without me / You got it all…”

6) Spotlight – Twilight Mix (Mute Math) – track 5 in the soundtrack

– This was played during the scene where Edward and Bella came to school together for the first time. “The spotlight is on…”

7) La Traviata (The Royal Philharmonic Orchestra) – included in the bonus tracks

– This was played when Bella first visited Edward’s house, while the Cullens were making dinner for her.

8) Clair de Lune (The APM Orchestra) – included in the bonus tracks

– This was played when Bella turned on the CD player at Edward’s room, and they danced for a while.

9) Bella’s Lullaby (Carter Burwell) – track 12 in the soundtrack

– This was played when Edward carried Bella to the top of the trees to show her the sights, and continued to the scene where he was playing the piano for her. I really like the fact that Robert Pattinson was really the one playing the piano in the scene. There’s another “fake” version of Bella’s Lullaby which is actually “River Flows in You” by Yiruma. I wonder why they didn’t go for that one.

10) Supermassive Black Hole (Muse) – track 1 in the soundtrack

– This was played during the baseball game at the field right until James, Victoria and Laurent came to spoil everything. The lyrics doesn’t exactly fit the scene, but the rhythm and the music  did.

11) Let Me Sign (Robert Pattinson) – included in the bonus tracks

– This was played when a pained Edward decided to suck the venom out of Bella’s wound himself, not knowing if he can find the will to stop, in order to save her from becoming a vampire like him. The song runs throughout Bella’s dream sequence during her near-death experience. This was a very haunting, painful song, and again, it’s by Robert Pattinson. I’m not exactly sure what the phrase “let me sign” means though. Let me sign in the petition to become a vampire?

12) Go All the Way [Into the Twilight] (Perry Farrell) – track 6 in the soundtrack

– This was played during the prom, when Edward led Bella to say hi to her old friends Jessica and Mike, and Angela and Eric. “Tonight / Lightning strikes / Let’s go into twilight!”

13) Flightless Bird, American Mouth (Iron & Wine) – track 11 in the soundtrack

– This was played during the prom, when Edward and Bella were dancing alone at a gazebo. She wanted to know why he didn’t let her become a vampire too, and couldn’t understand why he wouldn’t end her life. The song captures Edward’s dilemma – he wanted to have Bella with him for eternity, but he didn’t want to end her life as a human. “Have I found you / Flightless bird / Jealous, weeping / Or lost you / American mouth…” I don’t exactly get what the American mouth is about, but anyway it turns out that the song was Kristen Stewart’s suggestion.

14) 15 Step (Radiohead) – not included in the soundtrack

– This was the first song used for the credits, when Victoria was walking down the stairs after watching Edward and Bella dancing. I suppose the lyrics are appropriate for Victoria – “How come I end up where I started…”

15) Leave Out All the Rest (Linkin Park) – track 4 in the soundtrack

– This was the second song used for the credits. I’ve always liked Linkin Park, so I was glad that they have a song in the soundtrack. “When my time comes / Forget the wrong that I’ve done / Help me leave behind some / Reasons to be missed / Don’t resent me / And when you’re feeling empty / Keep me in your memory / Leave out all the rest…”

16) Decode (Paramore) – track 2 in the soundtrack

– This was the third song used for the credits, and is the first single released for Twilight. This is the song with the most appropriate lyrics for the story, since the composer actually wrote this about Edward and Bella. “But you think that I can’t see / What kind of man that you are / If you’re a man at all / Well, I will figure this one out / On my own (I’m screaming, ‘I love you so.’) / On my own (My thoughts you can’t decode)…”

Crazy about TWILIGHT

3022495092_a9e8fd1908Last Thursday afternoon, I went to Powerbooks at Greenbelt during my lunch break to find an unabridged copy of The Count of Monte Cristo. I checked at the Customer Service desk but it was currently unavailable. Since I really wanted to buy any good book to read over the long weekend, I decided to look around a bit. I was intrigued because the shelves for reserved books were stacked full of the Twilight series, plus there’s a lot of hype around the series because the movie just came out. On a whim, I asked the nice lady at the counter whether the first book of the series was available, and she handed me what turned out to be the last un-reserved copy of Twilight. I decided to buy it on the spot and begun reading it while having pasta at Java Man.

I couldn’t put it down, and it took all my self-control to stop reading the book since I had to go back to the office after my lunch break. I hurried home after work and actually skipped dinner to finish the book, which I did at around 2pm. I decided right then and there that I had to buy the rest of the books. I normally don’t buy books until I’m sure it’s something I want to read repeatedly (preferring to borrow a copy from the library or from friends, or reading at the bookstore first), but this was an exception. I had to know what would happen to Edward and Bella.

So the next day, I went back to Powerbooks, and was dismayed to find that there weren’t any copies available of New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. I hurried to National Bookstore in Glorietta, but they were out of stock as well. When I got back to the office, I called all nearby branches of Powerbooks and National Bookstore to check if they had copies available, but to no avail. Happily, I remembered to call Fully Booked at Bonifacio Global City, which just got their stock. After work, I took a cab and bought the three other books in the series, and began reading New Moon right there at the bookstore. I, uh, again skipped dinner in favor of finishing the book. I slept at 5 am and got up at 8 am to begin Eclipse, skipping breakfast. I had a light lunch at around 2 pm, and finished Breaking Dawn at around 9 pm.

I have a feeling I’ll be writing a couple of blog entries on Twilight after this one, focusing both on the movie and the book. But for now, I suppose it’s enough to talk about how I skipped meals and lost sleep over the series.

Rocking with Michael Johns Live in Manila 2008

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Wow. I just came back from Greenbelt 3 Park, where Michael Johns did his last show here in Manila (21 November 2008). I was so torn up that I couldn’t go to his show at Glorietta two days ago, but I had stuff to do. For some strange reason, I forgot to call to reserve a ticket beforehand – I guess I was sort of hoping that there weren’t that many people who would show up. At any rate, when I got there at around 6:30 pm, the tickets were sold out. Too bad. I had to find a spot at the balcony to see him.

I couldn’t believe it when he went on stage, because I was finally seeing him in person (albeit from quite a distance). He was my favorite Idol last season and I was torn up when he was eliminated so early in the game. I’m such a huge fan of American Idol, and he’s the first Idol I’ve seen (“not the Idol, just… an” as he once said about himself).

The problem was that my parents borrowed my camera yesterday, so I had no choice but to bring my old camera, which suddenly died on me even though the batteries were new. There’s something wrong about it but I haven’t bothered to have it checked yet. Sheesh. And to top it all off, both my mobile phones died on me too, so I wasn’t able to take one single picture or video.

I also forgot to list down the songs he performed, but I really loved his song choice! Here are some of the songs I remember (not in any particular order). These are all classics.

Yellow by Coldplay
Wonderwall by Oasis
Plush by Stone Temple Pilots
Come Together by The Beatles
Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day
Purple Rain by Prince (encore)

These were the songs he performed which he also did in American Idol:

Don’t You (Forget About Me) by Simple Minds
It’s All Wrong But It’s All Right by Dolly Parton
Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen
We Will Rock You / We Are the Champions by Queen

He also performed his original song, “Feelin’ Alright” which I think will be released as a single next year.

It’s weird though, when I checked YouTube for songs uploaded from his other perfomances here in Manila (in Trinoma, Alabang Center and Glorietta), it seems he sang The Doors’ “Light My Fire” and Pearl Jam’s “Daughter,” which I don’t remember him singing in Greenbelt earlier. I could be wrong though…

I do remember that he was a bit hoarse and his voice was strained. He’s probably not used either to the climate (he kept mentioning that it was very hot on stage) or to performing for four nights in a row. But he still did remarkably well, and you’d never think that he was tired. I was very much amused by the way he dances and how he moves around the stage.

My favorite performance were “Bohemian Rhapsody” (he only did the first part, until “Nothing really matters…”) and “It’s All Wrong But It’s All Right.” Those two were my favorites in American Idol, and they were my favorites live too.

Anyway, here’s a pretty good video of MJ in Glorietta singing “Wonderwall,” which he said is one of his favorite songs.

Narnia Fan Fiction: Letters to Polly (Part 1)

How did Professor Kirke feel when he first heard that Lucy has been to Narnia? Here’s a glimpse through his letter to his old friend. By the way, this is my first attempt at fan fiction of any kind, so any suggestions will be most welcome. You can find part 2 here.

My dear friend Polly,

I hope this letter finds you in the best of health. I must smile a bit while writing your name because indeed, Polly is a funny name. I know you are thinking that it is not half so funny as Digory, and if you were here, we could go on about it, like we did as children.

I’m writing to share with you some news that will surprise you for sure. A month ago, I received a telegram from Mrs. Helen Pevensie of Finchley – I do not know if you remember her, she was a distant relation of my Aunt Letty. It is the usual story – the father is fighting in the war, the air raids are going on about London, and the mother knows their house in the middle of the city is not safe, especially for her children. Mrs. Pevensie cannot leave the house for fear that the dreaded telegram from the War Office should come one day and not find her there, but she implored me to take in her four children since she knew the country is much safer than the city. I remember how you adamantly told me once that London is not a beastly hole, but indeed it is, especially during these trying times.

I had no qualms in agreeing to her request, since it can get lonely out here with only my trusty housekeeper, Mrs. Macready, and the handful of servants to keep me company. You know that even I am a bit afraid of Mrs. Macready, so I thought it would be interesting to suddenly have four bustling children running around the country house.

More than a week ago, the four Pevensie children arrived, and such well-behaved children they were, except for one who is a bit of a rascal. The oldest boy is named Peter, and you’d think he was older than he really was. I reckon it’s because he is the oldest among the four, and so is taking on the role of the absent father for his siblings. The next one is named Susan, quite a lovely young lady and very mature for her age. She reminds me a lot of her mother, Mrs. Pevensie. The third is the rascal I mentioned earlier, who is named Edmund. I will admit something to you and trust that you will not repeat this to anyone else, but this boy Edmund reminds me a lot of myself when I was his age. The youngest is a dear little girl named Lucy, who is a favorite among the servants for her sweet smile and coaxing manners.

I noticed that they made sure never to disturb me – probably one of the rules of Mrs. Macready that I do not know about – except one morning when Peter and Susan knocked timidly at my study door. I hastened to find chairs for them and told them that I was at their disposal, and they begun to share such wonderful news. The youngest child, Lucy, has entered Narnia through the magical wardrobe in my country house! I’m sure you remember that the wardrobe was made from the apple tree I planted years ago, from the apple that Aslan himself handed to me for my sick mother.

While they were telling their story, I could not move out of surprise and a sudden flooding of memories – the Wood between the Worlds, the creation of Narnia, the cabby and the horse Strawberry whom we accidentally brought along – or should we call them King Frank and Fledge now?

Here comes the sad news however. Narnia is under a spell by a powerful enchantress whom Narnians refer to as the White Witch. She is styling herself as the Queen of Narnia, and I wonder whatever happened to King Frank and Queen Helen (remember how she first appeared in Narnia with soapsuds up to her elbows?). We have no idea how Narnian time has passed since we’ve been there last, so this White Witch could be anybody. But I have a sinking feeling that it could be none other than Jadis, the Queen of Charn, whom I woke up from her magical slumber. It is an act I have since regretted much – even though both you and Aslan have graciously forgiven me – but never more so than now.

The older children are afraid that their sister is going mad, because they found nothing special or magical about the wardrobe when they went to investigate. I was surprised that they never even considered the possibility that Lucy is telling the truth, even though it is the most logical explanation. What do they teach at schools these days?

I will write to you again when I have more news. I have a feeling that this is not the end of the children’s adventures in Narnia.

Ever your friend,

Digory Kirke

Photo grabbed from Pinterest at this link.

Narnia: Quotes from The Magician’s Nephew (Part 1)

Here are my favorite quotes from chapters 1-5 of The Magician’s Nephew.

Quotes from CHAPTER 1 – THE WRONG DOOR

“It’s all rot to say a house would be empty all those years unless there was some mystery.”

“Daddy thought it must be the drains,” said Polly.

“Pooh! Grown-ups are always thinking of uninteresting explanations,” said Digory.

“It’s not every day that I see a little girl in my dingy old study; especially, if I may say so, such a very attractive young lady as yourself.”

Polly began to think he might not really be mad after all.

Quotes from CHAPTER 2 – DIGORY AND HIS UNCLE

“None of that!” he hissed in Digory’s ear. “If you start making a noise your Mother’ll hear it. And you know what a fright might do to her.”

As Digory said afterwards, the horrible meanness of getting at a chap in that way, almost made him sick. But of course he didn’t scream again.

It was not at all a nice face, Digory thought, though of course with those early photographs one could never really tell.

“That promise I did not keep.”

“Well, then, it was jolly rotten of you,” said Digory

“You mean that little boys ought to keep their promises. Very true: most right and proper, I’m sure, and I’m very glad you have been taught to do it. But of course you must understand that rules of that sort, however excellent they may be for little boys – and servants – and women – and even people in general, can’t possibly be expected to apply to profound students and great thinkers and sages. No, Digory. Men like me, who possess hidden wisdom, are freed from common rules just as we are cut off from common pleasures. Ours, my boy, is a high and lonely destiny.”

As he said this he sighed and looked so grave and noble and mysterious that for a second Digory really thought he was saying something rather fine. But then he remembered the ugly look he had seen on his Uncle’s face the moment before Polly had vanished: and all at once he saw through Uncle Andrew’s grand words. “All it means,” he said to himself, “Is that he thinks he can do anything he likes to get anything he wants.”

“Well why didn’t you go yourself then?”

Digory had hardly ever seen anyone so surprised and offended as his Uncle did at this simple question. “Me? Me?” he exclaimed. “The boy must be mad! A man at my time of life, and in my state of health, to risk the shock and the dangers of being flung suddenly into a different universe? I never heard anything so preposterous in my life! Do you realize what you’re saying? Think what Another World means – you might meet anything anything.”

“And I suppose you’ve sent Polly into it then,” said Digory. His cheeks were flaming with anger now. “And all I can say,” he added, “even if you are my Uncle – is that you’ve behaved like a coward, sending a girl to a place you’re afraid to go to yourself.”

“Silence, sir!” said Uncle Andrew, bringing his hand down on the table. “I will not be talked to like that by a little, dirty, schoolboy. You don’t understand.”

“Very well. I’ll go. But there’s one thing I jolly well mean to say first. I didn’t believe in Magic till today. I see now it’s real. Well if it is, I suppose all the old fairy tales are more or less true. And you’re simply a wicked, cruel magician like the ones in the stories. Well, I’ve never read a story in which people of that sort weren’t paid out in the end, and I bet you will be. And serve you right.”

“Oh very well then. Just as you please. Go down and have your dinner. Leave the little girl to be eaten by wild animals or drowned or starved in Otherworld or lost there for good, if that’s what you prefer. It’s all one to me. Perhaps before tea time you’d better drop in on Mrs. Plummer and explain that she’ll never see her daughter again; because you were afraid to put on a ring.”

“By gum,” said Digory, “don’t I just wish I was big enough to punch your head!”

Then he buttoned up his coat, took a deep breath, and picked up the ring. And he thought then, as he always thought afterwards too, that he could not decently have done anything else.

Quotes from CHAPTER 3 – THE WOOD BETWEEN THE WORLDS

“It was a rich place: as rich as plumcake.”

“It’s a good thing one of us has some sense,” said Polly.

“Well don’t keep on gassing about it,” said Digory.

Quotes from CHAPTER 4 – THE BELL AND THE HAMMER

“There’s not much point in finding a magic ring that lets you into other worlds if you’re afraid to look at them when you’ve got there.”

These were very solemn faces. You felt you would have to mind your P’s and Q’s, if you ever met living people who looked like that.

Years afterwards when he was an old man, Digory said he had never in all his life known a woman so beautiful. It is only fair to add that Polly always said she couldn’t see anything specially beautiful about her.

“Make your choice, adventurous Stranger;
Strike the bell and bide the danger,
Or wonder, till it drives you mad,
What would have followed if you had.”

“I expect anyone who’s come as far as this is bound to go on wondering till it sends him dotty. That’s the Magic of it, you see. I can feel it beginning to work on me already.”

“Well I don’t,” said Polly crossly. “And I don’t believe you do either. You’re just putting it on.”

“That’s all you know,” said Digory. “It’s because you’re a girl. Girls never want to know anything but gossip and rot about people getting engaged.”

“You looked exactly like your Uncle when you said that,” said Polly.

“Why can’t you keep to the point?” said Digory. “What we’re talking about is -“

“How exactly like a man!” said Polly in a very grownup voice; but she added hastily, in her real voice, “And don’t say I’m just like a woman, or you’ll be a beastly copy-cat.”

“I should never dream of calling a kid like you a woman,” said Digory loftily.

“Oh, I’m a kid, am I?” said Polly who was now in a real rage. “Well you needn’t be bothered by having a kid with you any longer then. I’m off. I’ve had enough of this place. And I’ve had enough of you too – you beastly, stuck-up, obstinate pig!”

Quotes from CHAPTER 5 – THE DEPLORABLE WORD

Low down and near the horizon hung a great, red sun, far bigger than our sun. Digory felt at once that it was also older than ours: a sun near the end of its life, weary of looking down upon that world.

“I had forgotten that you are only a common boy. How should you understand reasons of State? You must learn, child, that what would be wrong for you or for any of the common people is not wrong in a great Queen such as I. The weight of the world is on our shoulders. We must be freed from all rules. Ours is a high and lonely destiny.”

Digory suddenly remembered that Uncle Andrew had used exactly the same words. But they sounded much grander when Queen Jadis said them; perhaps because Uncle Andrew was not seven feet tall and dazzlingly beautiful.

“You are lying,” said the Queen. “Does not Magic always go with the royal blood? Who ever heard of common people being Magicians? I can see the truth whether you speak it or not. Your Uncle is the great King and the great Enchanter of your world. And by his art he has seen the shadow of my face, in some magic mirror or some enchanted pool; and for the love of my beauty he has made a potent spell which shook your world to its foundations and sent you across the vast gulf between world and world to ask my favour and to bring me to him. Answer me: is that not how it was?”

“Well, not exactly,” said Digory.

“Not exactly,” shouted Polly. “Why, it’s absolute bosh from beginning to end.”