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Thoughts on Anne with an E

I just finished Season 3 last night and was shocked to find out it’s the last season. I feel cheated. I was always iffy about this show since it first came out, but they can’t just cancel it right when Gilbert and Anne got together. Please #RenewAnnewithanE!

Here are my thoughts after watching each episode.

Season 1

Episode 1 – It’s so dark. Anne has PTSD. The tone is so different from the book and the previous show. I don’t know if I’ll like it.

Episode 2 – Why does the orphanage look like a haunted house? And why does Anne and Matthew have to both go there in the dead of the night?

Episode 3 – Gilbert!!! At last. Sorry, but Gilbert Blythe – and Laurie from Little Women, and Mr. Darcy from Pride and Prejudice, and Mr. Rochester from Jane Eyre – they’re my literary crushes. It kind of seems uncharacteristic for Gilbert to pull Anne’s braid like that.

Episode 4 – Ruby Gillis is so delightful. I don’t know how I feel about Matthew and Jeannie though.

Episode 5 – The chemistry between Anne and Diana is so real. I love their drunk scenes – they looked like they genuinely were having fun.

Episode 6 – “Grief is the price you pay for love.” Wise words from Ms. Barry.

Episode 7 – “Love isn’t charity.” Again, wise words from Ms. Barry.

Season 2

Episode 1 – I really, really don’t like the sub-plot of the Avonlea boarders and the gold. There are so many lovely stories in the books that would have served better to add some spice. Also – Ruby is really quite the character.

Episode 2 – Matthew looking at Marilla’s new hairdo was hilarious.

Episode 3 – At last they’ve wrapped up the gold fever plot line. Couldn’t wait until it was done.

Episode 4 – Anne’s reaction to Matthew’s reprimand was so heartfelt.

Episode 5 – In the book, I always thought Anne dyeing her hair green was a tragical – but comical – thing. Here it is much deeper than that – you can see how serious this was for Anne. A fresh perspective indeed.

Episode 6 – I’ve always been in the fence about Bash’s character. Not because his presence (as well as Cole’s) makes the show more “woke” since it delves into racial (and gender) issues, but because the entire storyline takes time away from the Avonlea characters.

Episode 7 – I feel bad for Matthew seeing how serious his social anxiety was with his flashbacks.

Episode 8 – A character is gay. I didn’t expect that. The scene of a girl in white running in the snow was so… beautiful.

Episode 9 – Miss Stacey at last! I loved the potato stamps and the potato lamp.

Narnia: Explaining the Book Titles

The Chronicles of Narnia is a collection of 7 novels written by C S Lewis, which tells the story of various events that happened in the fictional land of Narnia and beyond. For those who have no idea what the books are about or don’t exactly get the reason behind the titles, here’s a brief explanation and a few relevant quotes. Please note that there are a few spoilers here.


Book 1: The Magician’s Nephew (MN)

666ddda1584a358b467657687d2aa66bThe magician’s nephew refers to Digory, the main character in this book, who will become Professor Kirke in the next book.
Digory is the nephew of Uncle Andrew Ketterley, a minor magician, who was able to make rings that have the power to bring one to the magical world of Atlantis, which was actually the “wood between the worlds.” From this wood, the children – that is, Digory and his neighbor, Polly Plummer – were able to enter the world of Narnia.

[talking to Uncle Andrew] “But there’s one thing I jolly well mean to say first. I didn’t believe in magic till today. I see now it’s real. Well if it is, I suppose all the old fairy tales are more or less true. And you’re simply a wicked, cruel MAGICIAN like the ones in the stories. Well, I’ve never read a story in which people of that sort weren’t paid out in the end, and I bet you will be. And serve you right.” – Digory, from chapter 2 of MN

Book 2: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe (LWW)

wardrobe-baynesThe Lion in the title is of course, Aslan, who is the parallel of Jesus in that world. The witch is Jadis (whom we first meet in MN) who used to rule in the dead world of Charn. At the time of this story, Jadis has been known in all Narnia as the white witch, and represents all that is evil in the world. The wardrobe was the way in which the four Pevensies – Peter, Susan, Edmund and Lucy – were able to enter the world of Narnia.

And now a very curious thing happened… At the name of ASLAN each one of the children felt something jump in its inside. Edmund felt a sensation of mysterious horror. Peter felt suddenly brave and adventurous. Susan felt as if some delicious smell or some delightful strain of music had just floated by her. And Lucy got the feeling you have when you wake up in the morning and realize that it is the beginning of the holidays or the beginning of summer. – from chapter 7 of LWW

“The WHITE WITCH?” said Edmund. “Who’s she?”

“She is a perfectly terrible person,” said Lucy. “She calls herself the queen of Narnia though she has no right to be queen at all… And she can turn people into stone and do all kinds of horrible things. And she has made a magic so that it is always winter in Narnia – always winter, but it never gets to Christmas.” – from chapter 4 of LWW  

For when Digory was quite middle-aged…, there was a great storm all over the south of England which blew the tree down. He couldn’t bear to have it simply chopped up for firewood, so he had part of the timber made into a WARDROBE, which he put in his big house in the country. And though he himself did not discover the magic properties of that wardrobe, someone else did. That was the beginning of all the comings and goings between Narnia and our world, which you can read of in other books. – from chapter 15 of MN

Book 3: The Horse and His Boy (HHB)

71013-_24The horse in the title should get an award for the longest, most interesting name in all Narnia – Breeny-heeny-breeny-hoohy-ha, or Bree for short. He is a Talking Horse who was captured in his youth and was forced to live and work in the distant land of Calormen. Desiring to return to Narnia, he escaped with a boy named Shasta. The reason why the title is “The Horse and His Boy” instead of “The Boy and His Horse” is that Bree pointed out early on to the proud Aravis, the girl who joined them in their escape, that Talking Horses are free Narnians, and so do not belong to anybody.

“Why do you keep talking to my horse instead of to me?” asked the girl.
“Excuse me, tarkheena,” said Bree (with just the slightest backward tilt of his ears), “but that’s Calormene talk. We’re free Narnians, Hwin and I, and I suppose, if you’re running away to Narnia, you want to be one too. In that case Hwin isn’t your horse any longer. One might just as well say you’re her human.” – from chapter 2 of HHB

Book 4: Prince Caspian (PC)

1010860-_7This is the most obvious of all the titles, and needs the least explanation. The book tells of the adventures of Prince Caspian the Tenth, and how he became the rightful king of Narnia against his dangerous Uncle Miraz.

“This is CASPIAN, sir,” he said. And Caspian knelt and kissed the Lion’s paw.
“Welcome, PRINCE,” said Aslan. “Do you feel yourself sufficient to take up the kingship of Narnia?”
“I – I don’t think I do, sir,” said Caspian. “I’m only a kid.”
“Good,” said Aslan. “If you had felt yourself sufficient, it would have been a proof that you were not. Therefore, under us and under the High King, you shall be king of Narnia, Lord of Cair Paravel, and Emperor of the Lone Islands. You and your heirs while your race lasts.” – from chapter 15 of PC

Book 5: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader (VDT)

The title pertains to the adventures of the Dawn Treader, which was the name of the ship that King Caspian built in order to find the seven lords (his father’s friends) who sailed off to the east during the time of Miraz. This is a proper adventure story, with exciting things happening in each island.

       “Well,” said Caspian, “that’s rather a long story. Perhaps you remember that when I was a child my usurping Uncle Miraz got rid of seven friends of my father’s (who might have taken my part) by sending them off to explore the unknown eastern seas beyond the Lone Islands.”
       “Yes,” said Lucy, “and none of them ever came back.”
       “Right. Well, on, my coronation day, with Aslan’s approval, I swore an oath that, if once I established peace in Narnia, I would sail east myself for a year and a day to find my father’s friends or to learn of their deaths and avenge them if I could.” – from chapter 2 of VDT

Book 6: The Silver Chair (SC)

Puddleglum-the-MarshwiggleThe silver chair in the title pertains to the magical chair which was used by the Lady of the Green Kirtle, also called the Queen of the Underland or the Emerald Witch. She had the enchanted Prince Rilian, who was the son of King Caspian the Tenth, tied down on this chair during the hour when the enchantment was lifted and he returned to his right mind. This book introduces my all-time favorite literary character – a marshwiggle named Puddleglum.

       “The knight was seated in a curious SILVER CHAIR, to which he was bound by his ankles, his knees, his elbows, his wrists, and his waist. There was sweat on his forehead and his face was filled with anguish.” – from chapter 11 of SC

Book 7: The Last Battle (LB)

71299-_40The title pertains to the final battle in the history of Narnia, which was between the Calormene army and the Narnians who fought on the side of King Tirian. It is the darkest story in the series, but has the most beautiful ending.

There stood his heart’s desire, huge and real, the golden Lion, Aslan himself, and already the others were kneeling in a circle round his forepaws and burying their hands and faces in his mane as he stooped his great head to touch them with his tongue. Then he fixed his eyes upon Tirian, and Tirian came near, trembling, and flung himself at the Lion’s feet, and the Lion kissed him and said, “Well done, last of the kings of Narnia who stood firm at the darkest hour.” – fom chapter 13 of LB

Drying Tears and Bearing Burdens – My Tribute to “Little Women”

I wrote this essay to join the contest of Powerbooks called “Inspired! A Tribute to the Book that Started It All.” Entries are supposed to be about the book that started one’s love affair with reading. I had a tough time deciding which book to write about, so I was only able to write this on the day before the deadline. Thankfully, I won 3rd place.

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“I may be strong-minded, but no one can say I’m out of my sphere now, for woman’s special mission is supposed to be drying tears and bearing burdens.”

– Little Women, Louisa May Alcott

It’s hard to remember the exact moment when I realized that I loved reading. All I know is that as a kid, I would read everything in the house – labels on shampoo bottles, my Dad’s theology books, old issues of Reader’s Digest. I discovered the wonders of the school library when I was in kindergarten, and would spend countless hours stretched out on the carpet with a Sesame Street book. By the time I was in Grade 3, I have progressed to illustrated versions of Nick Joaquin’s classics like The Woman Who Had Two Navels. The world of Nancy Drew and Hardy Boys opened up to me when I was in Grade 5, and I would take home five books at a time, intent on finishing the entire series in the shortest time possible.

Due to my limited allowance, I would very rarely buy books of my own. I was happy enough to borrow books from classmates and the library, mainly because I don’t often re-read books anyway. One reading is usually enough, so there’s no point in buying my own copy.

I don’t even remember what induced me buy a discounted paperback copy of Little Women by Louisa May Alcott. Perhaps it was included in my English class reading list and I got curious. Perhaps I read a mention of it in some essay or magazine article and I thought it would be worth buying. All I remember is that I was in first year high school, I was in a bookstore on my own, and I decided to use my week’s savings to buy the book. That hasty decision started my book collection.

There’s a certain rustic charm about this book which instantly attracted me. From the start, I felt drawn to the character of Jo March – the tomboyish, headstrong protagonist. I got interested in her three sisters as well – Meg (who reminded me of my own sister), Beth and Amy. I loved Marmee with all my heart, and had a crush on Jo’s best friend and next-door neighbor, Teddy Laurence.

I read the entire book in one sitting, and re-read it again the next day (and the day after that and so on). If I wasn’t re-reading Little Women, I would be reading Louisa May Alcott’s other books in our school library, such as Little Men, Jo’s Boys, Rose in Bloom, Under the Lilacs and Eight Cousins.

Little Women was not the first book I read, but it was the book that made me realize that reading was going to be my lifelong hobby. It opened my eyes to the fact that I’ll never be happier than when I’m curled up in bed with a good book. It made me understand that there are some books you just have to own, for the pleasure of re-reading it anytime you want.

When I think about it now, I can name two particular reasons why Little Women will always be one of my favorites.

For one, it is a coming-of-age story, and I was lucky enough to read it during the time that I was coming of age myself. I could feel Jo’s rebellion at the thought that she was expected to leave her boyish ways behind to become a “proper” lady. I could feel her discomfort and awkwardness throughout her teenage years. The book gave me hope that indeed, this embarrassing stage in life will pass, and that maybe I could even become a gracious little woman afterwards.

The other reason is that I could relate all too well with the character of Jo, especially with regards to her temper. When her sister almost died because of something she did in anger, a repentant Jo sobbed to her mother about not knowing how to control her fits of rage. Marmee comforted Jo – and me – when she explained that she had the same problem, and was angry nearly every day. The difference is that Marmee was always very careful not to show any signs of irritation. As she explained, “A startled or surprised look from one of you when I spoke sharply rebuked me more than any words could have done, and the love, respect, and confidence of my children was the sweetest reward I could receive for my efforts to be the woman I would have them copy.” She also explained that we must ask our Father in heaven to teach us to deal with our anger and to change our hearts. Reading Marmee’s words somehow made me feel as if a burden was lifted up from me, and I resolved to follow her advice.

Aside from being able to relate to Jo’s temper, I could also relate to her grief when Beth – her favorite sister, her personal “conscience” – died. You see, my own brother died two years before I read Little Women. Something stirred in me when I read one of Beth’s final conversations with Jo – “I never wanted to go away, and the hard part now is the leaving you all. I’m not afraid, but it seems as if I should be homesick for you even in heaven.” It made me cry the first time I read it, and I used to avoid re-reading that particular part. Later on, I realized that I had to face my grief some time and let the story of Beth’s death wash away some of my sorrow for my own Kuya’s death.

That’s why Little Women will always have a special place in my bookshelf and in my heart. That’s why this book will forever hold a certain magic for me. It’s because through its heartwarming storyline, its relatable characters and its subtle moral lessons, Little Women is capable of drying my tears, and bearing my burdens.

Favourite Scenes from The Scarlet Pimpernel

In my previous blog entry, I talked a bit about one of my favorite books, The Scarlet Pimpernel by Baroness Emma Orczy. Here are some of my favorite scenes that made me fall in love with the character of Sir Percy Blakeney. If you haven’t read the book yet and intend to do so – do NOT read this. SPOILER ALERT!

 

From Chapter 7 – The Secret Orchard

This is the conversation between Marguerite and her brother Armand, where she admitted her estrangement to her husband, and the selfish reasons why she married him in the first place when they did not seem intellectually matched.

“Does Sir Percy Blakeney know that… I mean, does he know the part you played in the arrest of the Marquis de St. Cyr?” 

She laughed – a mirthless, bitter, contemptuous laugh, which was like a jarring chord in the music of her voice.  

“That I denounced the Marquis de St. Cyr, you mean, to the tribunal that ultimately sent him and all his family to the guillotine? Yes, he does know… I told him after I married him…”

“You told him all the circumstances – which so completely exonerated you from any blame?”

“It was too late to talk of ‘circumstances’; he heard the story from other sources; my confession came too tardily, it seems. I could no longer plead extenuating circumstances: I could not demean myself by trying to explain -“

“And?”

And now I have the satisfaction, Armand, of knowing that the biggest fool in England has the most complete contempt for his wife.”

She spoke with vehement bitterness this time, and Armand St. Just, who loved her so dearly, felt that he had placed a somewhat clumsy finger upon an aching wound.

“But Sir Percy loved you, Margot,” he repeated gently.

“Loved me? – Well, Armand, I thought at one time that he did, or I should not have married him. I daresay,” she added, speaking very rapidly, as if she were about to lay down a heavy burden, which had oppressed her for months, “I daresay that even you thought-as everybody else did – that I married Sir Percy because of his wealth – but I assure you, dear, that it was not so. He seemed to worship me with a curious intensity of concentrated passion, which went straight to my heart. I had never loved any one before, as you know, and I was four-and-twenty then – so I naturally thought that it was not in my nature to love. But it has always seemed to me that it must be heavenly to be loved blindly, passionately, wholly… worshipped, in fact – and the very fact that Percy was slow and stupid was an attraction for me, as I thought he would love me all the more. A clever man would naturally have other interests, an ambitious man other hopes… I thought that a fool would worship, and think of nothing else. And I was ready to respond, Armand; I would have allowed myself to be worshipped, and given infinite tenderness in return… “

From Chapter 11 – Lord Grenville’s Ball

This is during the Lord Grenville’s ball where the Prince of Wales, a French spy named Chauvelin (who was sent to England to find out the identity of the Scarlet Pimpernel) and the Blakeneys meet.

“Ah, Monseigneur,” said Chauvelin, significantly, “rumour has it in France that your Highness could–an you would–give the truest account of that enigmatical wayside flower.”

He looked quickly and keenly at Marguerite as he spoke; but she betrayed no emotion, and her eyes met his quite fearlessly.

“Nay, man,” replied the Prince, “my lips are sealed! And the members of the league jealously guard the secret of their chief… so his fair adorers have to be content with worshipping a shadow. Here in England, Monsieur,” he added, with wonderful charm and dignity, “we but name the Scarlet Pimpernel, and every fair cheek is suffused with a blush of enthusiasm. None have seen him save his faithful lieutenants. We know not if he be tall or short, fair or dark, handsome or ill-formed; but we know that he is the bravest gentleman in all the world, and we all feel a little proud, Monsieur, when we remember that he is an Englishman.”

“Ah, Monsieur Chauvelin,” added Marguerite, looking almost with defiance across at the placid, sphinx-like face of the Frenchman, “His Royal Highness should add that we ladies think of him as of a hero of old… we worship him… we wear his badge… we tremble for him when he is in danger, and exult with him in the hour of his victory.”

Chauvelin did no more than bow placidly both to the Prince and to Marguerite; he felt that both speeches were intended – each in their way – to convey contempt or defiance. The pleasure-loving, idle Prince he despised: the beautiful woman, who in her golden hair wore a spray of small red flowers composed of rubies and diamonds – her he held in the hollow of hand: he could afford to remain silent and to wait events.

A long, jovial, inane laugh broke the sudden silence which had fallen over everyone.

And we poor husbands,” came in slow, affected accents from gorgeous Sir Percy, “we have to stand by… while they worship a demmed shadow.”

Everyone laughed – the Prince more loudly than anyone. The tension of subdued excitement was relieved, and the next moment everyone was laughing and chatting merrily as the gay crowd broke up and dispersed in the adjoining rooms.

From Chapter 12 – The Scrap of Paper

This was during the same ball, and contains the short funny poem that Sir Percy invented.

There he stood, the moral support, the cool-headed adviser, surrounded by a crowd of brainless, empty-headed young fops, who were even now repeating from mouth to mouth, and with every sign of the keenest enjoyment, a doggerel quatrain which he had just given forth. Everywhere the absurd, silly words met her: people seemed to have little else to speak about, even the Prince had asked her, with a little laugh, whether she appreciated her husband’s latest poetic efforts.

“All done in the tying of a cravat,” Sir Percy had declared to his clique of admirers.

“We seek him here, we seek him there,
Those Frenchies seek him everywhere.
Is he in heaven?–Is he in hell?
That demmed, elusive Pimpernel?”

From Chapter 16 – Richmond

This was after the drive home from the ball, and Marguerite was feeling guilty and troubled about how she helped Chauvelin in his quest to unmask the Scarlet Pimpernel. She also tried to rekindle her husband’s love.

“Sir Percy.”

“Your servant, Madame.”

Is it possible that love can die?” she said with sudden, unreasoning vehemence. “Methought that the passion which you once felt for me would outlast the span of human life. Is there nothing left of that love, Percy… which might help you… to bridge over that sad estrangement?”

His massive figure seemed, while she spoke thus to him, to stiffen still more, the strong mouth hardened, a look of relentless obstinacy crept into the habitually lazy blue eyes.

“With what object, I pray you, Madame?” he asked coldly.

“I do not understand you.”

“Yet `tis simple enough,” he said with sudden bitterness, which seemed literally to surge through his words, though he was making visible efforts to suppress it, “I humbly put the question to you, for my slow wits are unable to grasp the cause of this, your ladyship’s sudden new mood. Is it that you have the taste to renew the devilish sport which you played so successfully last year? Do you wish to see me once more a love-sick suppliant at your feet, so that you might again have the pleasure of kicking me aside, like a troublesome lap-dog?”

She had succeeded in rousing him for the moment: and again she looked straight at him, for it was thus she remembered him a year ago.

“Percy! I entreat you!” she whispered, “can we not bury the past?”

“Pardon me, Madame, but I understood you to say that your desire was to dwell in it.”

“Nay! I spoke not of that past, Percy!” she said, while a tone of tenderness crept into her voice. “Rather did I speak of a time when you loved me still! and I… oh! I was vain and frivolous; your wealth and position allured me: I married you, hoping in my heart that your great love for me would beget in me a love for you… but, alas!…”

The moon had sunk low down behind a bank of clouds. In the east a soft grey light was beginning to chase away the heavy mantle of the night. He could only see her graceful outline now, the small queenly head, with its wealth of reddish golden curls, and the glittering gems forming the small, star-shaped, red flower which she wore as a diadem in her hair.

“Twenty-four hours after our marriage, Madame, the Marquis de St. Cyr and all his family perished on the guillotine, and the popular rumour reached me that it was the wife of Sir Percy Blakeney who helped to send them there.”

“Nay! I myself told you the truth of that odious tale.”

“Not till after it had been recounted to me by strangers, with all its horrible details.”

“And you believed them then and there,” she said with great vehemence, “without a proof or question – you believed that I, whom you vowed you loved more than life, whom you professed you worshipped, that I could do a thing so base as these strangers chose to recount. You thought I meant to deceive you about it all – that I ought to have spoken before I married you: yet, had you listened, I would have told you that up to the very morning on which St. Cyr went to the guillotine, I was straining every nerve, using every influence I possessed, to save him and his family. But my pride sealed my lips, when your love seemed to perish, as if under the knife of that same guillotine. Yet I would have told you how I was duped! Aye! I, whom that same popular rumour had endowed with the sharpest wits in France! I was tricked into doing this thing, by men who knew how to play upon my love for an only brother, and my desire for revenge. Was it unnatural?”

Her voice became choked with tears. She paused for a moment or two, trying to regain some sort of composure. She looked appealingly at him, almost as if he were her judge. He had allowed her to speak on in her own vehement, impassioned way, offering no comment, no word of sympathy: and now, while she paused, trying to swallow down the hot tears that gushed to her eyes, he waited, impassive and still. The dim, grey light of early dawn seemed to make his tall form look taller and more rigid. The lazy, good-natured face looked strangely altered. Marguerite, excited, as she was, could see that the eyes were no longer languid, the mouth no longer good-humoured and inane. A curious look of intense passion seemed to glow from beneath his drooping lids, the mouth was tightly closed, the lips compressed, as if the will alone held that surging passion in check.

Marguerite Blakeney was, above all, a woman, with all a woman’s fascinating foibles, all a woman’s most lovable sins. She knew in a moment that for the past few months she had been mistaken: that this man who stood here before her, cold as a statue, when her musical voice struck upon his ear, loved her, as he had loved her a year ago: that his passion might have been dormant, but that it was there, as strong, as intense, as overwhelming, as when first her lips met his in one long, maddening kiss.

Pride had kept him from her, and, woman-like, she meant to win back that conquest which had been hers before. Suddenly it seemed to her that the only happiness life could every hold for her again would be in feeling that man’s kiss once more upon her lips.

“Listen to the tale, Sir Percy,” she said, and her voice was low, sweet, infinitely tender. “Armand was all in all to me! We had no parents, and brought one another up. He was my little father, and I, his tiny mother; we loved one another so. Then one day–do you mind me, Sir Percy? the Marquis de St. Cyr had my brother Armand thrashed – thrashed by his lacqueys – that brother whom I loved better than all the world! And his offence? That he, a plebeian, had dared to love the daughter of the aristocrat; for that he was waylaid and thrashed. . .thrashed like a dog within an inch of his life! Oh, how I suffered! his humiliation had eaten into my very soul! When the opportunity occurred, and I was able to take my revenge, I took it. But I only thought to bring that proud marquis to trouble and humiliation. He plotted with Austria against his own country. Chance gave me knowledge of this; I spoke of it, but I did not know – how could I guess? – they trapped and duped me. When I realised what I had done, it was too late.”

“It is perhaps a little difficult, Madame,” said Sir Percy, after a moment of silence between them, “to go back over the past. I have confessed to you that my memory is short, but the thought certainly lingered in my mind that, at the time of the Marquis’ death, I entreated you for an explanation of those same noisome popular rumours. If that same memory does not, even now, play me a trick, I fancy that you refused me all explanation then, and demanded of my love a humiliating allegiance it was not prepared to give.”

“I wished to test your love for me, and it did not bear the test. You used to tell me that you drew the very breath of life but for me, and for love of me.”

And to probe that love, you demanded that I should forfeit mine honour,” he said, whilst gradually his impassiveness seemed to leave him, his rigidity to relax; “that I should accept without murmur or question, as a dumb and submissive slave, every action of my mistress. My heart overflowing with love and passion, I asked for no explanation – I waited for one, not doubting – only hoping. Had you spoken but one word, from you I would have accepted any explanation and believed it. But you left me without a word, beyond a bald confession of the actual horrible facts; proudly you returned to your brother’s house, and left me alone… for weeks… not knowing, now, in whom to believe, since the shrine, which contained my one illusion, lay shattered to earth at my feet.”

From Chapter 31 – The Escape

This is the denouement of the story, where Marguerite first comes face to face with Sir Percy – also known as the Scarlet Pimpernel, who was disguised as a Jew. Under disguise, he was beaten up by the men of Chauvelin, while his wife (who had not recognized him at all) watched nearby.

The physical pain of utter weariness was so great, that she hoped confidently her tired body could rest here for ever, after all the turmoil, the passion, and the intrigues of the last few days–here, beneath that clear sky, within sound of the sea, and with this balmy autumn breeze whispering to her a last lullaby. All was so solitary, so silent, like unto dreamland. Even the last faint echo of the distant cart had long ago died away, afar.

Suddenly… a sound… the strangest, undoubtedly, that these lonely cliffs of France had ever heard, broke the silent solemnity of the shore.

So strange a sound was it that the gentle breeze ceased to murmur, the tiny pebbles to roll down the steep incline! So strange, that Marguerite, wearied, overwrought as she was, thought that the beneficial unconsciousness of the approach of death was playing her half-sleeping senses a weird and elusive trick.

It was the sound of a good, solid, absolutely British “Damn!”

The sea gulls in their nests awoke and looked round in astonishment; a distant and solitary owl set up a midnight hoot, the tall cliffs frowned down majestically at the strange, unheard-of sacrilege.

Marguerite did not trust her ears. Half-raising herself on her hands, she strained every sense to see or hear, to know the meaning of this very earthly sound.

All was still again for the space of a few seconds; the same silence once more fell upon the great and lonely vastness.

Then Marguerite, who had listened as in a trance, who felt she must be dreaming with that cool, magnetic moonlight overhead, heard again; and this time her heart stood still, her eyes large and dilated, looked round her, not daring to trust her other sense.

“Odd’s life! but I wish those demmed fellows had not hit quite so hard!”

This time it was quite unmistakable, only one particular pair of essentially British lips could have uttered those words, in sleepy, drawly, affected tones.

“Damn!” repeated those same British lips, emphatically. “Zounds! but I’m as weak as a rat!”

In a moment Marguerite was on her feet.

Was she dreaming? Were those great, stony cliffs the gates of paradise? Was the fragrant breath of the breeze suddenly caused by the flutter of angels’ wings, bringing tidings of unearthly joys to her, after all her suffering, or–faint and ill–was she the prey of delirium?

She listened again, and once again she heard the same very earthly sounds of good, honest British language, not the least akin to whisperings from paradise or flutter of angels’ wings.

She looked round her eagerly at the tall cliffs, the lonely hut, the great stretch of rocky beach. Somewhere there, above or below her, behind a boulder or inside a crevice, but still hidden from her longing, feverish eyes, must be the owner of that voice, which once used to irritate her, but now would make her the happiest woman in Europe, if only she could locate it.

“Percy! Percy!” she shrieked hysterically, tortured between doubt and hope, “I am here! Come to me! Where are you? Percy! Percy!…”

“It’s all very well calling me, m’dear!” said the same sleepy, drawly voice, “but odd’s life, I cannot come to you: those demmed frog-eaters have trussed me like a goose on a spit, and I am weak as a mouse… I cannot get away.”

And still Marguerite did not understand. She did not realise for at least another ten seconds whence came that voice, so drawly, so dear, but alas! with a strange accent of weakness and of suffering. There was no one within sight… except by that rock… Great God!… the Jew! … Was she mad or dreaming?…

His back was against the pale moonlight, he was half crouching, trying vainly to raise himself with his arms tightly pinioned. Marguerite ran up to him, took his head in both her hands… and look straight into a pair of blue eyes, good-natured, even a trifle amused – shining out of the weird and distorted mask of the Jew.

“Percy!… Percy!… my husband!” she gasped, faint with the fullness of her joy. “Thank God! Thank God!”

“La! m’dear,” he rejoined good-humouredly, “we will both do that anon, an you think you can loosen these demmed ropes, and release me from my inelegant attitude.”

She had no knife, her fingers were numb and weak, but she worked away with her teeth, while great welcome tears poured from her eyes, onto those poor, pinioned hands.

“Odd’s life!” he said, when at last, after frantic efforts on her part, the ropes seemed at last to be giving way, “but I marvel whether it has ever happened before, that an English gentleman allowed himself to be licked by a demmed foreigner, and made no attempt to give as good as he got.”

It was very obvious that he was exhausted from sheer physical pain, and when at last the rope gave way, he fell in a heap against the rock.

Marguerite looked helplessly round her.

“Oh! for a drop of water on this awful beach!” she cried in agony, seeing that he was ready to faint again.

“Nay, m’dear,” he murmured with his good-humoured smile, “personally I should prefer a drop of good French brandy! an you’ll dive in the pocket of this dirty old garment, you’ll find my flask… I am demmed if I can move.”

When he had drunk some brandy, he forced Marguerite to do likewise.

“La! that’s better now! Eh! little woman?” he said, with a sigh of satisfaction. “Heigh-ho! but this is a queer rig-up for Sir Percy Blakeney, Bart., to be found in by his lady, and no mistake. Begad!” he added, passing his hand over his chin, “I haven’t been shaved for nearly twenty hours: I must look a disgusting object. As for these curls…”

And laughingly he took off the disfiguring wig and curls, and stretched out his long limbs, which were cramped from many hours’ stooping. Then he bent forward and looked long and searchingly into his wife’s blue eyes.

“Percy,” she whispered, while a deep blush suffused her delicate cheeks and neck, “if you only knew…”

“I do know, dear… everything,” he said with infinite gentleness.

“And can you ever forgive?”

I have naught to forgive, sweetheart; your heroism, your devotion, which I, alas! so little deserved, have more than atoned for that unfortunate episode at the ball.”

“Then you knew?…” she whispered, “all the time…”

“Yes!” he replied tenderly, “I knew… all the time… But, begad! had I but known what a noble heart yours was, my Margot, I should have trusted you, as you deserved to be trusted, and you would not have had to undergo the terrible sufferings of the past few hours, in order to run after a husband, who has done so much that needs forgiveness.”

“That Demmed, Elusive Pimpernel”

I received a copy of The Scarlet Pimpernel on my 18th birthday from my friend Eric M. For some reason, although I love classics, I was not instantly attracted nor curious about the book, and I only read it after two or three years when I couldn’t find anything else to read. I got it from my bookshelf, dusted off the covers, and entered the absorbing world of the Blakeneys and the French Revolution and the League of the Scarlet Pimpernel. With its mystery, intrigue and adventure, the book quickly became one of my favorites. It is written by Baroness Emmuska Orczy – who has a surname I would not want, since it is too reminiscent of the orcs from The Lord of the Rings. But that’s another story.

The story is set during the bloodthirsty stage of the French Revolution, when the French were killing their aristocrats daily, and a secret society of English men called the League of the Scarlet Pimpernel were daring to rescue their French counterparts. The leader of the society was called the Scarlet Pimpernel, after the small red flower which he uses as his signature.

The story is also about an estranged couple, a rather frivolous and idiotic English fop named Sir Percy Blakeney and his brilliant French wife, Marguerite St. Just. Before her marriage, Marguerite unintentionally sent the family of the French aristocrat the Marquis de St. Cyr to the guillotine through some careless words she said. When Sir Percy found out, he waited for an explanation but heard none from his proud wife.

I like what the author said when asked how she came to think of the story. Her answer was, “It was God’s will that I should… In the chain of my life, there were so many links, all of which tended towards bringing me to the fulfillment of my destiny…” What a lovely way to look at things! I sure hope I’d be able to fulfill my destiny as well, although I seriously doubt if it will involve the creation of some swashbuckling character.

You may check out my favorite scenes and excerpts (including the short poem containing the line “that demmed, elusive Pimpernel”) here.

Favorite SHERLOCK HOLMES Quotes

Sherlock Holmes is one of my favorite literary characters of all time; so much that I made time during my two-day tour of London to visit the Sherlock Holmes Museum at 221B Baker Street. I recently bought a new copy of the Sherlock Holmes complete collection since I lent out my old copy and never got it back. While rereading the two volumes a few weeks ago, I decided to highlight my favorite parts. If you want to read my post on my favourite Sherlock Holmes stories, please click here.

The first two quotations below are my absolute favorites, and I can still distinctly remember the first time I read these parts when I was in high school. I believe I have quoted or referred to these quotes in conversation at least ten times since then.

“There is nothing in which deduction is so necessary as in religion,” said he, leaning with his back against the shutters. “It can be built up as an exact science by the reasoner. Our highest assurance of the goodness of Providence seems to me to rest in the flowers. All other things, our powers, our desires, our food, are all really necessary for our existence in the first instance. But this rose is an extra. Its smell and its colour are an embellishment of life, not a condition of it. It is only goodness which gives extras, and so I say again that we have much to hope from the flowers.”  – From The Adventure of the Naval Treaty

“I cannot agree with those who rank modesty among the virtues. To the logician all things should be seen exactly as they are, and to underestimate one’s self is as much a departure from truth as to exaggerate one’s own powers.”  – From The Greek Interpreter

Here are my other favorite quotes, which I only noticed upon re-reading the stories:

“There are in me the makings of a very fine loafer, and also of a pretty spry sort of fellow.” – From The Sign of Four (I can definitely relate to the part about the makings of a very fine loafer. I’m not so sure if I could be spry.)

“You have a grand gift of silence, Watson,” said he. “It makes you quite invaluable as a companion.” – From The Man with a Twisted Lip

“I confess that I have been as blind as a mole, but it is better to learn wisdom late than never to learn it at all.” – From The Man with a Twisted Lip

“I suppose that I am commuting a felony, but it is just possible that I am saving a soul.” – From The Adventure of the Blue Carbuncle (reminds me of the good bishop from Les Miserables)

We can’t command our love, but we can our actions.” – From The Adventure of the Noble Bachelor

“I have no doubt that she loved you, but there are women in whom the love of a lover extinguishes all other loves…” – From The Adventure of the Beryl Coronet

“The public not unnaturally goes on the principle that he who would heal others must himself be whole, and looks askance at the curative powers of the man whose own case is beyond the reach of his drugs.” – From The Stock-broker’s Clerk

I have taken to living by my wits.” – From The Musgrave Ritual

“I have usually found that there was method in his madness.”
“Some folk might say there was madness in his method.” – From The Reigate Puzzle

Art in the blood is liable to take the strangest forms.” – From The Greek Interpreter

“What one man can invent another can discover.” – from The Adventure of the Dancing Men

“Well,” said I, “you call that love, Mr. Carruthers, but I should call it selfishness.”
“Maybe the two things go together.” – From The Adventure of the Solitary Cyclist

“If your heart is as big as your body, and your soul as fine as your face, then I’d ask for nothing better.” – From The Valley of Fear

“Never mind the reward. Just do it for the honour of the thing.” – From The Valley of Fear

“I play the game for the game’s sake.” – From The Adventure of the Bruce-Partington Plans

“Such slips are common to all mortals, and the greatest is he who can recognize and repair them.” – From The Disappearance of the Lady Frances Carfax

“Some people’s affability is more deadly than the violence of coarser souls.” – From The Adventure of the Illustrious Client

If a man has a hobby he follows it up, whatever his other pursuits may be.” – From The Adventure of the Illustrious Client”

But is it coincidence? Are there not subtle forces at work of which we know little?” – From The Adventure of the Blanched Soldier

“To accept such praise was to lower one’s standards.” – From The Adventure of the Lion’s Mane

The example of patient suffering is in itself the most precious of all lessons to an impatient world.” – From The Adventure of the Veiled Lodger

“But is not all life pathetic and futile? Is not his story a microcosm of the whole? We reach. We grasp. And what is left in our hands at the end? A shadow. Or worse than a shadow – misery.” – From The Adventure of the Retired Colourman

“Evil indeed is the man who has not one woman to mourn for him.” – From The Hound of the Baskervilles

 And here’s my new favorite quote only because I’m at this sweet age already:

“… she must be seven-and-twenty now – a sweet age, when youth has lost its self-consciousness and become a little sobered by experience.” – from The Sign of Four

Favorite SHERLOCK HOLMES Stories

Whenever I read a Sherlock Holmes story, I feel as if I’m back in high school. It was one of my favorite books back then, and I would read the stories again and again even though I knew already who did what. In fact, one of the highlights of my London trip two years ago was going to the Sherlock Holmes museum at 221B Baker Street. (Special thanks to Dave B who went with me to the museum so that I could have my picture taken beside each of the exhibits.)

I distinctly remember writing an essay for a seventh-grade English project on my favorite Sherlock Holmes stories. I don’t have a copy of that essay anymore, but I still pretty much remember which my top 3 favorites were back then. I re-read the entire collection a few weeks ago and tried to come up with a new list of my current favorites, but it seems that the same stories are still my favorites. Here they are:

#1 The Adventure of the Speckled Band. I remember that this was also #1 in my seventh-grade list, and I recently f
ound out that it was also #1 on Sir Arthur Conan Doyle’s list of favorite Sherlock Holmes stories. I guess that tells you something if the author himself likes the story so much.

I love this story because the drama builds up slowly. You keep thinking something bad is going to happen, but like Watson (the narrator), you’re kept in the dark the whole time. And then after all the quiet waiting with bated breath, the speckled band comes out and strikes the criminal dead.

#2 The Adventure of the Devil’s Foot, which I know was either #2 or #3 in my seventh-grade list. This was also in Sir Arthur Conan Doyle’s list, although it’s at #9.

I love this story because it’s scary. You keep thinking that it’s impossible to have a supernatural solution to the mystery. This is a detective story after all! But the facts won’t add up any way you look at it that you’re forced to think that maybe the devil was behind the deaths and insanity of the family.

#3 The Adventure of the Dancing Men, which I remember was either #3 or #2 in my seventh-grade list. This is also on the author’s list at #3.

The idea that the drawings of the dancing men were being used as codes actually occurred to me when I first read it. That’s part of the reason why this became a favorite of mine – because it was one of the first ones where I could at least partly guess what would happen in the end.

To read my favorite Sherlock Holmes quotes, please click here.

Quotes from To Kill a Mockingbird

To kill a mockingbird cover

 

Today, I had about four hours to kill waiting for my boyfriend at Libis so I went to the nearby bookstore and chose a book to buy. I wanted something familiar and comforting, and couldn’t decide which one to buy – Harper Lee’s To Kill a Mockingbird, Antoine de Saint-Exupery’s The Little Prince or Volume 2 of Sir Arthur Conan Doyle’s Sherlock Holmes collection. I previously owned copies of these books when I was in high school, but I lost them somewhere along the way or lent them out and never got them back. It never bothered me before since I never considered myself a book collector anyway. I usually just borrow books from friends or read them at Powerbooks  – thanks to the genius who allowed people to read the books at the store, sort of like a library; and put in Java Man Cafe as well that serves my favorite pasta with arrabiata sauce.

However, thanks to the influence of both my boyfriend Sidney and my good friend Mike R, I decided it would be nice to have my own personal library, so I guess I should start buying my books now. But anyway, back to the choosing: I put down Sherlock Holmes Volume 2 because I wasn’t sure if they had Volume 1, and I will only buy one volume if I’m sure I can buy the other. After more dilly-dallying, I finally put down The Little Prince because I realized that much as I loved the book, there’s no way it can last me four hours.

I read To Kill a Mockingbird when I was in grade 7 or 8 at UP Integrated School (which is equivalent to first or second year high school). I distinctly remember writing “Atticus… Atticus…” in my diary, which was supposed to remind me of my favorite character from the book, Atticus Finch. He was a widowed lawyer who always did what was right, even when it was lonely. The story still haunts me (although I did not cry this time) as it is very difficult for me to imagine that less than a lifetime ago, black people and white people seemed to live in two different worlds, being two different folks. But as Scout said in the book, when her brother Jem told her that he thought there were four different folks in their town, she replied, “I think there’s just one kind of folks. Folks.”

Anyway, here are some of my favorite quotations from the book which I highlighted in my copy as well.

SCOUT on reading: Until I feared I would lose it, I never loved to read. One does not love breathing.

ATTICUS to his children: You never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view… until you climb into his skin and walk around in it.

ATTICUS to his children again, when they got air rifles for Christmas, and as a reference to the title of the novel: I’d rather you shot at tin cans in the back yard, but I know you’ll go after birds. Shoot all the bluejays you want, if you can hit `em, but remember it’s a sin to kill a mockingbird.

MISS MAUDIE to Scout, trying to explain why Atticus told them that it was a sin to kill mockingbirds: Mockingbirds don’t do one thing but make music for us to enjoy. They don’t eat people’s gardens, don’t nest in corncribs, they don’t do one thing but sing their hearts out for us. That’s why it’s a sin to kill a mockingbird.

ATTICUS to his children on a drug addict neighbor who died clean though suffering from withdrawal till the end: I wanted you to see what real courage is, instead of getting the idea that courage is a man with a gun in his hand. It’s when you know you’re licked before you begin but you begin anyway and you see it through no matter what. You rarely win, but sometimes you do.

MISS MAUDIE to Scout, on why Atticus never boasted about his skill in marksmanship: People in their right minds never take pride in their talents.

CALPURNIA (the educated black servant of the Finches) to Scout: It’s not necessary to tell all you know.

ATTICUS to his son Jem, who couldn’t believe that the jury ruled against an obviously innocent black man: They’ve done it before and they did it tonight and they’ll do it again and when they do it – seems that only children weep.

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